First off, tomorrow is my graduation and I don't know what should I feel[?]

Because seriously, this days I've been getting excited about going to college but now that tomorrow is my highschool graduation, I don't really know what to feel (Is it weird? xD)

Especially, it's hard for me to feel happy because my classmates will be departed from me.. Like earlier, we were having fun and it's very hard to be departed with these guys.. 

Now that I've realized, there's has a huge difference when you were just on the day before you graduate on grade school days and the day before you graduate on highschool.. Like, on grade school, there's not much thoughts filling up your bubble head(haha, I know it's a lame joke xD) but when you're in highschool, there's many things you are very scared about..

AND..

Another one problem I have is that, on Sunday, our class is planning to have a farewell party and it's overnight. Meaning, I will come back on Monday afternoon. BUT, my mother will have a flight on Monday noon going to other country. And now that I have asked her, she sound like I have to choose between her and my classmates. And it's really hard to choose, ya know?

Well, that ends the drama out of here xD