Life's a
I just feel like right now.
On my new scool, I have always know that I wasn't bullied, far from it, but my classmates (the guys of course) are talking about me behind my back, and they're constantly making fun of me. They're worse to me than my friends, and I am completely fine with that. I mean, there's nothing good about me. I'm different, I'm not beautiful, I don't wear make-up, and I'm not very smart when it's not about grammar or spelling.
But recently, even my friend noticed how much they're at me right now. How they're making fun of me all the time. And it hurts. Before this school, I was bullied for many years, and now I feel like that again. I'm not downright suicidal again, but I really wish I could just end my life. There's nothing in it for me. And I'm always so close to breaking down and cry for hours whenever they talk about me while I can hear it.
Sorry for this, I just needed to get it out. You can return to your own lives now.
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