the story of a girl

this is a story of a girl

who always get misunderstood

often feel like she doesn't deserve to be pitied knowing is all fake

knowing to make her smile

but deep inside she knew

all through the fake smile and laugh

she knew they hate her

she knew too well

she wanted to go far away

hoping it will be better

but time doesn't give her any chance 

as she get caught in reality in life

but she's still hopeful 

someday

somehow

it will all change

and so her life would be for the better

who knows what the future holds for her

this story is about this one girl

who cry alone

laugh alone

smile crookedly alone

a loner

never being approached 

never having any close friends to 

be a shoulder to cry on

always being the one who listen 

but never be the one to cry

and have someone to comfort her

nobody cares...

reality bites 

but all she have to do it keep moving forward

despite all the hatred all around her

and all the drama she go through

she go through it everyday

hopeful one day

it will all get better

but who knows 

it might be

might not

if she is fortunate enough 

or if destiny allows it

this girl 

is me

the one

who cry alone

laughed alone

smile alone

always alone

going through harsh times

that girl is me

all along

and will always be the story

of my bitter life

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OnewLuhan #1
I don't know exactly what to say, but you can get through this. Believe in yourself! Fighting!
chaotic_tranquility #2
Well, we're here if you need help. I do feel like that sometimes, but I keep moving forward by saying that is a challenge and that it ain't affecting me. :) (And also by listening to BAP songs .__.) Anyways, whatever you're going through, HWAITING! :D
baektrayed #3
.... why does your life story seems so similar like mine? i have the same thought too. i thought that my friends are faking everything infront of me. its obviously true. well, they never heard of my side story which lead to this. i cried like every week; thinking that my family & people surrounds me hates me. but yeah, we cant stay that all along. here i am, acting like nothing happened. waiting for another day to change. unnie, you shouldnt stress yourself out. the more you think about it, you'll get more stress. i may be a kid. but, the reality change me. okayadsjkflmwhutamisaying. just- try not to think negatively or you'll end up crying, again. remember, your friends here is also part of your family. talk to us, if you want. i dont mind people PM and rants around, really. okay? now, calm down & think of something that makes you happy. c':
blacktokki_ #4
What if you are fated to be happy and God just wants to give you some lessons so that you won't be in the wrong way in the future . We get through hard things before the happiness comes . The happiness will be the most beautiful thing in your life . Patience is the key of life .
kpopluver123 #5
Yah! Don't act like that! We all love you!! AFF is like a family!
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