July 24, 2010... Saturday...

Gah~!! another day for that damn black dress... not dat I'm complaining, I like it but... I have a reason for it...

1. I don't lyk wearing it for a long period of tym...
   
2. I don't lyk it when I'm wearing it when der's 50/50 chance dat ma ex-crush might see me... for da 1st tym...
   
3. I don't lyk going to formal parties mostly itz for lyk dancing and stuff...
   

Yea, weird huh... sheesh... the biggest reason is number 2... well, it's lyk this... It's ma friends party and its like a sweet 16 party but really formal... small world coz I didn't know she noe's ma ex-crush in person... LOLz!! Well, the story goes like this...

My school friends was talking about this guy... He sounds weird and stuff, then one day I was txting one of ma friends and he took her fone and txted me through der... and yup he is weird... hard out weird... but I didn't like him yet der... Some time later lyk in March... I looked at his fb page in boreness... and he looks... alryt... some more pictures he's getting better looking... then it hit me, I dreamt about him... sheesh... dat's kinda weird right... LOLz! den I realized dat I hve a crush on him... den ma friends told me to add him and stuff...

It was his bday... I called up ma friend and they were at his hous... wen we were in da middle of da conversion... he took da fone from her and talked to me... nd I'll tell his voice is... uhmm... yea... ahahah!! I said happy bday to him and we talked about random stuff...

I found him cool and I told ma friends that I like him... Then they started telling me stuff about him... making me more in to him... sheesh...

Then suddenly I saw one picture... him... with a girl... yup... I'm that type of gurl who gives up easily... so yea... I gave up on him... My friends then told me that she was just a friend but mann... dat pic says more than friends... so yea... I kinda forced myself on not lyking him anymore...

Hehe... I noe... I gave up REALLY easily... but wen I thought about it... It's weird coz I just noe him in da internet... I dnt really noe him and stuff... and I learned dat he's a playboy... yup... he is... TSK... I was lyk 'How can I... ME...! Fall 4 a guy lyk him... sheesh... watz happing to me...' LOLz!!

Now, I'm going to a party that there's a 50/50 chance dat we meet der... I dnt lyk it... because I don't wanna see him.. why?? Coz he noes dat I lyk him... yesh!! HE noes... I dnt noe how but ma friends told me dat he know... gah~!! nd I fink he still full of himself dat I still lyk him... argh~!! I'm lyk freaking owt because of it... hayzz... why?? because he said some stuff to my friends wen me nd him meet... and I'll tell you... I dnt want it to happen... gah~!

Well, I just hope  he's not der... If he does... He doesn't now me in person... so wat if he recognize me... I'll say hi to him and ignore him... rofl... I'm nice but he's a jerk... hayzz... one of da things I h8 abt a guy...