Hi guys i'm back with my sad love stories again

Lately I have been having too much stress but also having a bad time keeping my feelings in control (although we can't really control how we feel at these type of situations)

But I'm really dying here

This would be what i send him if I suddenly was to leave the country LOL

I think I really have a thing for him I think i do

I keep worrying whether he will think me weird or whatever

I mean I am not yet ready to be in a relationship

I'm kinda afraid I mean I used to be all like

"I DONT NEED A MAN I DONT NEED A MAN~"

I DONT CARE EH EH EH EH EH~

but now I'm like

"I just wanted to say that I love you"
Why am I withering away like a fool everyday?
Like a darkened flower, without you, I just
Keep saying it’s painful, sad, alone
I fall asleep again crying

I get drunk alone, cry and cry like this everyday
Love was sweet, under the shade of breakup
I can’t fall asleep again tonight
Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo Whoo

Hey it’s so strange, really strange
I’ve never been like this before
Whenever I see you, my heart pounds and trembles

When I see your face, I imagine things by myself
I can’t keep a straight face – I’m going crazy
Because I miss you again

when all I think about is you, it drives me nuts

I can't help but imagine our future

yet know that we will never be together

It hurts the most when I have to let you go because

you like her instead of me

my heart shattered and was torn

but then again

I am but a lost lover

to lose another is nothing

but losing you

hurted the most

because I actually fell in love

with you............................

by Aillin~ :3

lol a short poem

since I'm letting

English take over me