Well...there was a major blowout between my parents tonight and it was pretty bad. Anyway, it is seeming to appear that as soon as I graduate, my dad might actually ship my mother and her severly bipolar self back to Montana to live with her parents. He seemed rather serious about it this time and I don't really know what to do. 

Now I'm not necessarily fond of my mother, but I don't find it fair to send her away from the people she tried to escape from (but that's another story). And I know for a fact that if she went back to live with them, I really don't know what she'd do. Probably drink herself to death or pop all her pills at once. She's tried doing that before. 

I just know that 25 years of them being together is really taking it's toll on them and is killing both of them. And of course, I'm stuck in the middle. 

So the decision I'm making for myself? There's 23 days left until I'm 18. This week I'm calling my brother to see if he'd take me in until I can find some other roommates to move in with.