I'm done bro
I'm done.
Tomorrow I have Saturday school for a bunch of tardies, 'cause my lil sis doesn't give a flying krisus about me being late to school. This morning I arrived somewhat late again, & while we were playing badminton in P.E., my korean friend tries to start a fanwar with me, she's a huge b2uty, a+, kissme, & anti-sm stan(she hates SM with a burning passion, also all the artists, when I talk about exo to other exotics, she openly says, "exo "). I don't even remember how it started, but in the end my other friends who don't know anything about kpop started helping my korean friend, saying that exo doesn't sound great or good. This all happened while I was wearing my exo wristband & socks, so I didn't feel very dandy at all, during the discussion. Then my korean friend told everyone to stop, 'cause she could see it was starting to make me feel bad. I was totally done there. I took off my glasses & started walking around, saying, "I shall join Arthur Kirkland in the land of gay."(hetalia ref), and P.E. ended. During the way to 3rd period, I tried to avoid her, but she was waiting for me. So I reluctantly went to class with her, she apologized, but I still didn't feel that much better, 'cause you don't openly bash/start fanwars.
During my last period, I was dancing to MAMA, I normally dance to kpop songs a lot during this period, since we don't do much, & my friend who is in a ton of fandoms(she's also a homestuck & a superwholock) totes supports me & kpop. And then the girl who sits next to me, asks me why I dance like everyday in the classroom. I know it was just an innocent question, but I was pissed. It probably was because I dance to exo songs everyday, & it somewhat reminded me about what happened in P.E.(they sorta bashed exo's dancing), so then I told her I can't really explain(didn't wanna deal with that ), & almost had tears in my eyes, so I guess she backed off, & I them tears up.
After school, I went to pick up my lil sis, & on the way, I was listening to my EXO-K MAMA album. I picked her up, went home, & somehow lost my cover for the CD. I probably left it at the school, but it feels really incomplete without it. Like my IU last fantasy album doesn't play at all, 'cause I didn't really take any care to it at all, but I still have everything in it. So now I'm just home, in my room, which is really rare, when I get home I usually go straight to the computer. I never go to my room during the day. I'm on my bed, feeling like . I tried listening to some kpop songs earlier, but I don't really feel in the mood to. I was listening to snsd's baby maybe, daesung's baby don't cry, & iu's last fantasy, which I all reccomend for you to listen to.
But on the upside I got 45 out of 46 on my earth science exam. I also made a bet with my mom, that if I get a B or higher, she owes me stuff. I also texted my aunt earlier if we were up for plans on a jjimjilbang, which is a korean sauna, like a japanese onsen. She said she'll think about it, lol. I was also trying to find this site, that like shows videos of various people hugging their webcams/cameras(saw it once on tumblr), 'cause I really need a hug, not from my family though, I don't like getting family cuddly. I'm done for now, the only thing I'm uber mad about is the CD cover, maybe if I pray to krisus it'll somehow end up in my hands eventually.
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