I'm done bro

I'm done.

Tomorrow I have Saturday school for a bunch of tardies, 'cause my lil sis doesn't give a flying krisus about me being late to school. This morning I arrived somewhat late again, & while we were playing badminton in P.E., my korean friend tries to start a fanwar with me, she's a huge b2uty, a+, kissme, & anti-sm stan(she hates SM with a burning passion, also all the artists, when I talk about exo to other exotics, she openly says, "exo "). I don't even remember how it started, but in the end my other friends who don't know anything about kpop started helping my korean friend, saying that exo doesn't sound great or good. This all happened while I was wearing my exo wristband & socks, so I didn't feel very dandy at all, during the discussion. Then my korean friend told everyone to stop, 'cause she could see it was starting to make me feel bad. I was totally done there. I took off my glasses & started walking around, saying, "I shall join Arthur Kirkland in the land of gay."(hetalia ref), and P.E. ended. During the way to 3rd period, I tried to avoid her, but she was waiting for me. So I reluctantly went to class with her, she apologized, but I still didn't feel that much better, 'cause you don't openly bash/start fanwars.

During my last period, I was dancing to MAMA, I normally dance to kpop songs a lot during this period, since we don't do much, & my friend who is in a ton of fandoms(she's also a homestuck & a superwholock) totes supports me & kpop. And then the girl who sits next to me, asks me why I dance like everyday in the classroom. I know it was just an innocent question, but I was pissed. It probably was because I dance to exo songs everyday, & it somewhat reminded me about what happened in P.E.(they sorta bashed exo's dancing), so then I told her I can't really explain(didn't wanna deal with that ), & almost had tears in my eyes, so I guess she backed off, & I them tears up.

After school, I went to pick up my lil sis, & on the way, I was listening to my EXO-K MAMA album. I picked her up, went home, & somehow lost my cover for the CD. I probably left it at the school, but it feels really incomplete without it. Like my IU last fantasy album doesn't play at all, 'cause I didn't really take any care to it at all, but I still have everything in it. So now I'm just home, in my room, which is really rare, when I get home I usually go straight to the computer. I never go to my room during the day. I'm on my bed, feeling like . I tried listening to some kpop songs earlier, but I don't really feel in the mood to. I was listening to snsd's baby maybe, daesung's baby don't cry, & iu's last fantasy, which I all reccomend for you to listen to.

But on the upside I got 45 out of 46 on my earth science exam. I also made a bet with my mom, that if I get a B or higher, she owes me stuff. I also texted my aunt earlier if we were up for plans on a jjimjilbang, which is a korean sauna, like a japanese onsen. She said she'll think about it, lol. I was also trying to find this site, that like shows videos of various people hugging their webcams/cameras(saw it once on tumblr), 'cause I really need a hug, not from my family though, I don't like getting family cuddly. I'm done for now, the only thing I'm uber mad about is the CD cover, maybe if I pray to krisus it'll somehow end up in my hands eventually.

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TenFaced
#1
:(
I want to give you a hug
dokyungsoo7491
#2
Hyoaters gone hate chingu :( but every random thinks they`re the best. Bash on hers if she does it again. No wait actually she's not your friend if she doesn't respect your interests. I don't see why she had to hate on exo and you, you/they didn't say anything. She's stupid LOL even if she is your friend mianhe. Feel better though jag I :-) song that describe your feels? G.NA&Sanchez's Beautiful day :D
keyz_locket #3
gosh, it seems like nobody seems to appreciate kpop wherever i go. if i like something, they seem to hate whatever i like, its so DUMB. i totally understand what youre going through..
WJSN_SEVENTEEN #4
GURL! I hope you are alright! I know we've been texting but hope everything goes right again and you get your CD Cover back. Text me when you need someone to talk to~ Im here. OT7 FTW!
chantelh
#5
I feel you I hate it when people judge me like my taste in music and that's why I don't really express it like that in school and keep to myselfbbut in still madly in love with Kpop and exo so yeah
SulaysDaughter
#6
Happened to me too!
This boy in my class bothers me everyday! I usually dance to girl groups (2ne1&secret) but I try Shinee and Exo he usually watches than after he'll be like "Those dances are stupid, just like the music." And omg... He is lucky I have self control.
kydelee
#7
I would punch them in the face! Sooo, lucky I don't really have korean friends that are into KPOP. So.. I hope you get through this. ^^
thatanonymouswriter
#8
Awwwww, I'm so sorry that you had to go through that :(
And I think it's stupid to hate on bands just because they are from a specific company, that is very immature.
And I understand how you feel. Many of m friends bash kpop just because they a not fans of it. But don't pay any mind to that. Just do what you want, they are the ones missing out!
Hwating~ neh? ^_^
saranghae_minwoo_ #9
All my friends bash Kpop especially EXO so I know how you feel. :( I don't understand how people will bash something just because the aren't fans of it :( but I how you find your cover:3
chickenonew
#10
its ok man
i hate SM with a burning passion. but i love all their artists.
i hate SM bc they a managing their groups. Key was once sickly thin and it was scary. they have their people on water diets. like wtf
i hate SM. -______-
but i thank them for the wonderful artists they have. but i still hate SM. lol
JICHIGO
#11
i don't like the company but the artists are great.
TheChuglyOne
#12
I hate SM with a burning passion too. I mean, I really can't stand them. But, I love all of their artists. I don't see the point of fanwars or hating a group. You're just wasting energy that could be better spent elsewhere. Like B.A.P and Exo. But, look on the bright side. If you're going to school tomorrow, you can get your cd case back. Hwaiting!!! <3
misfits
#13
I hate people who bash on SM they wouldn't be that successful if they