Nobody touch me right now, I'm about to explode.

First off, I know I've been ranting about this topic and talking about it for a long time but this time; I am done.

Everything just got so complicated I want to strangle someone or something. I'm so done with you saying you are over a guy and a few hours later saying you love him so much.

I'm pissed because of what my friend. Mackenzie - like always. She is always the one who makes me want to slap sometimes, because it's mostly X who I want to punch in the face. Okay, I get the fact that you like the guy I like, but that doesn't mean you can assume things that aren't true and somehow start to rub it in people's faces. When you like a guy, you don't scream it to the whole world and act like you are a stalker in front of him. You absolutely do not think he likes you or something when he looks at you, especially when it's a weird look.

I'm not saying he likes me or anything, but we have more freaking interaction than Jeret and Mackenzie! And this ugly gal who also likes him, called me a "little girl" and even ing ask what grade I'm in, and then starts talking about how "hot" Jeret was. They even know his last name and all, and he barely knows they exist!

I'm sorry but earlier was probably the only time he looked at you, excluding the moments where he was pointing at you because he wanted you to pass the ball and he doesn't even know your name. He looks at ME more than once and most of the time, they are natural glances. And when he wants me to pass the ball to him or something, he actually calls MY NAME.

His friends know me. They know my name and they know me, while you think his friends are weird and you don't even know their names. He knows my name without asking me, while your name is still unknown to him. He would have to point at you or call you "you" or "that girl" whenever he wants to speak to you or during a game. You try to "impress" him when he is near, and doesn't see you while I stay there and watch you fix your crappy hair, which is really messing it up. You misunderstood because I'm always there next to you when he looks at me, and thinks that he likes you because he is looking at you. 

You laugh whenever I get hurt in P.E or some stupid thing I did, while he cheered for me that one time.

He knows me by my name while he look at you as the girl who is always with me. He decided to run by my side even though yours is open as well. He decided to pick me on his team because of whatever his reasons were while you make me ask him to be on our team as well. We have fun in P.E because we act like ourselves and don't have to pretend in front of someone we like.

I act like myself because I know that if someone likes my fake side, that means they wouldn't like my real side. I act like myself because I want someone who actually loves me for who I am, not for the person I am on the outside.

I'm sorry but when a stranger calls your name and freaking jumps around after you look at them, I would make sure I stay away from them. And stop trying to impress him or whatever. If he likes you, then he likes you. If he likes you for who you are and not your appearance, then it's that.

You're not a doll, so stop being so plastic and fake.

I also remember when my best friend told me about her lying to them and telling them that she and Jeret were talking and he was saying he liked her shirt and he was saying like how her hair was in the way so he couldn't read what it said. First of all, I am ing in your P.E class and that never happened. Please don't lie, especially when it comes to your crush and all because that just makes you look like you are freaking obsessed with him. I'm always with Mackenzie so when something like that happened in P.E, how come I didn't witness it? See! Totally lying right there. You're caught red-handed now stop with your nonsenses because they don't work for me.

Also, stop saying you are over him one day and say you love him the next. I like him, I get it, my friends gets it, I don't need to repeat it every single day. I also do not go saying I don't like him one day and say I'm completely over him and then the next day I go tell everyone I like him again. I think maybe the reason why she said she was over him was because he was near us. Hahaha, nevermind. That never happened, she said it when he was on the other end of the track. -.-

Another thing is, why would you tell someone you like a guy who you think might also like him? Mackenzie told that ugly gal that called me little, that she likes Jeret and now that gal likes him too. What. The. Hell. Just. Happened. and now they're freaking obsessed with him. -___-