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Don’t you sometimes have that feeling when you get into a serious argument with a friend and then all of a sudden you end up not talking to each other and not tagging each other into anything. It ends up like that and you never know when you want to apologize. It’s always like “Should I apologize first?” or “When do I apologize?”. Those thoughts cross my mind. I’m not the type to say ‘Sorry’ to someone who couldn’t sense that I was joking around. 

I’ll let you in to the argument and show you what went down. It was about Jongup and he isn’t my bias, but I care about everyone in B.A.P; not equally but at least half as much as I care for my bias.  :/

Me: I like how you claim him as your bias yet you know nothing about him. 
Friend1: I like him because of his looks! Screw the facts about him! 
Friend2: What she said! He has a y body and what not. 
Me: That’s shallow guys… he has other good points too. :P 
Friend3: You like people by their looks too so why do you criticize friend 1&2? We’re sorry that we’re busy and we can’t learn all about our bias. We don’t sit around all day watching kpop shows and learning about our bias. We should be sharing information, not bashing them because they don’t know anything about their bias. 
Me: What are you trying to say? I laze around and only keep my focus on KPOP all day? That’s not the case at all. Watching a single show can give you so much information about the person unintentionally. I was joking around also. I’m not the type to be serious so I don’t know why you’re saying that. 
Friend 3: Sorry, sarcasm doesn’t go through the internet so well. I’m just defending 1&2 because of what you first said. Just get your crayon crayon crayon! 
Friend2: Ayyyyee girl can I buy you a drink? *does y window rolling*
Me: I’m not in the mood for joking around. I’m out. 
Friend1: Damn.. 
 

Well, that’s how it went down. :P I don’t regret talking to them actually. I have a lot of other kpop friends, but then again I have this deep down feeling that I should keep them as friends since we’ve been childhood friends. Anyways, the that they’ve done is weird and I don’t like it one bit. When I try to stay pure.. they are always saying “I want to f^ck Hoon and Kevin.” Or like they yell at me because I look at reality and not into fantasy like they do. They say as if they had kids with their bias or something. I have many biases and I don’t even say anything like that.. like not even close. 

Also, I’m not some party pooper or anything because Zelo’s my kid and Yongguks my husband while Kris is my boyfriend and also D.O is my long lost brother. o__O Just kidding I just thought of that at the top of my head. My biases are just my biases and they forever will be.