OOC: A really bad quality selca + reply explanation + an addiction I can't kick [Personal]

 

So, as some of you might know, I'm a Monster energy drink addict.

I'M SORRY I'M UGLY JUST BEAR WITH IT FOR NOW OTLOLTOLTOL IT'S MIDNIGHT AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT SINCE TUESDAY. plus I just got out of the shower and shizz. I'll put on makeup and try to look decent even though i normally have a bare face orz my eyebags are as bad as tao's but you can'tt see it on this webcam =w=

As of late, I can't seem to drink anything unless it's Monster, and I haven't been eating solid food, just chugging this a down. So lately, I've been having intense stomach aches and my chest hurts really bad, making breathing difficult. The catch? No energy whatsoever. It makes me crash. I will either sleep for days on end or not sleep for a week. I can't seem to think anymore, and I've lost the motivation to roleplay, which explains why replies are so rare from me, but please, remember there are very many other members that would adore your company just as much as I do. 

I go through three to four boxes of Monster a week, sometimes instead of the usual packs of four, I will go for the boxes that have twelve cans. I also buy single cans in bulks if the boxes aren't available. My wallet is inverted, thanks to it. The picture below is of two boxes I bought on Monday, and I'm already out.

I don't even like Monster anymore, but I can't stop drinking it since it's a habit now. Every where I go, there's a can in hand, or a bottle full of it in my backpack. I even buy the large bottles with caps on them just for transportation's sake. If I don't have it, I'm restless and just can't relax without it. 

I'm sorry to the people who tell me to stop. I just can't. 

Is there rehab for this or will I just die or OTL

If that happens, I entrust PB to my admins ^~^'

 

 

 

 

On another note, if you want replies, PM me a reminder, since OOC posts on walls bury replies, it's rather troublesome to have to scroll up and down so much and waste valuable time I could use to reply to the other members. But if there is no reply within a day or two, send me something again orz I do not want to have OOC conversations with you on my wall so I will ignore them, private messaging is okay.

 

 

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xOnew_D #1
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JUST ____ING ____ STOP ____ING DRINKING ____ ALL THAT ____ING MOTHER ____ MONSTER BUSTIN ____ING JIEBER
UGH

凸(⊙▂⊙✖ )
Niikkun #2
To be blunt, if you don't get help, You're gonna die.
>_>
There was news that a girl died from drinking too much monster in a week.
Dude, you gotta stay away from that crap.
There's a lot of caffeine in there.
Like...ALOT.
Too much for a teenage body to handle.
xTaemin_A #3
At least you know you've gotta problem, bro.
(iknowimsupposedtobeonahiatusbutwhatevertwohourdelay)
I agree with Tao.
You gotta throw that ____ away.
(itsnasty)
Drinking water and eating the right foods will help you, but you gotta stop drink that nasty stuff.
Just, not a lot of water.
I WOULD SUGGEST YOU DRINK POP OR SOMETHING INSTEAD, BUT I'M NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE POP RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF TRACK AND IT KILLS ME INSIDE.
Please get better.
I don't want to have to go to a funeral and your tombstone says "Monster Addict. Couldn't stop."
xTao_D #4
:o
I saw this on fb just now and I thought you were joking. Like freakin joking.
Um. A good way to stop energy drink addiction is to
Just like throw it all away or something, drink ALOT of water to flush it out of your system and try to get in regular sleep.
I know that's pretty hard to do but it got me out of sleep syrup addiction (that was not fun. I slept too much. Like a lot. Thank god it lasted for only awhile) and it will benefit you if you really want to stop.
xRen_A #5
Shut up. You're not ugly =n=
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