MESSAGE TO MY FRIENDS!!!

Hi, lovely chingus! <3

Yeah, I'm alive (on the outside)! XD I know I haven’t replied to all of you for this long (since January 6th), and I won’t until an undefined time (maybe until next month, or something)! I’m really sorry!... OTL My Internet USB thingy broke when my computer fell (don’t even ask), the Internet on my mobile phone isn’t working, I’ve had a really bad flu (and when I went to the hospital, they said I haven’t been there since those anti-cancer vaccines in 2009), and (even though I normally get good marks without studying) I’ve been trying to raise my marks a bit (I don’t know why, but no matter how much I study, I can’t get the marks I want, and I’m afraid my score might not be good enough to enter college), we’ve been busy with lots of school works, especially because of the students exchange with Norway, and I’ve been feeling really depressed (my class’s head-teacher [I don’t know if this is the specific word in English] has talked to me during a break time, trying to make me “open up”  and “understand what’s my problem”, she told my mom I’ve been isolating myself [which is kinda true, even though I didn’t notice until she told that to my mom], I’ve been having some weird dreams, I’ve been thinking a lot about blood and cutting and pain and stuff [I even watched “Autopsy”, a movie I thought I would never, ever, ever, ever watch]). So... yeah... But I’m NOT ignoring you, okay? I miss you all so much! ;<3u<3;

I love you, people! <3 Kisses! ;^3^;

P.S.: You know, you don't have to comment this because I won't reply...

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veni-vidi-vici
#1
Your health, and your personal life comes before anything. Don't ever doubt your reason for living, even it may be a bad time in your life. Trust me, it really gets better, and if you want someone to talk to, you always have your lovely chingus on AFF. Hope you get better soon, sweetie. I pray for you :)
Koalas #2
omo, Get well soon! and please dont go near cutting, its not gonna end up good. and we comment cos we care, so dont worry about not replying, kay? GWS!!
jaevinseop #3
get well soon...u can definitely get the mark u want, u need to try a little longer & be patient...iam sure u can do it..hwaiting!!! everything will be alright...♡u2
EnchantedAngelWings
#4
GIRL YOU BETTER STAY SAFE I SWEAR TT.TT Don't cut because it's very addicting and things will escalate quickly okay? Good luck and stay healthy! //hugs
MaknaeJongie #5
Aw no worries :) GWS! <3 take your time and just chill. XD
TakeshimaTaki-desu #6
i wish you feel better and better soon. :)
ForsakenAsherath #7
Even If you won't reply, I will comment.
I thought I said something that made you mad when you didn't reply. It's good that you're still here.
Good luck! Hope everything will be better!
ElvinLove #8
I've been in the same situation before and still am. I can't really give you encouraging words :(
Anyways we all love u too <3
Believe is the most important thing! Remember it :)
Chubby_panda
#9
love you toos ;)) GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR STUDIES~ :33
Chubby_panda
#10
love you toos ;)) GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR STUDIES~ :33
shineeXexo
#11
I love you too! ~ xD
shixiin
#12
I be thinking about you, love :)
Mutantbic
#13
good luck. i don't expect replies either. just look after yourself!!