I'm very pitiful.
My family has lots of economic problems, and my mom said me two days ago that me and my brother must find a job as soon as possible, and that my dad will probably go abroad for work, and she was so sad that she cried. They love each other like hell.
I was so down that i drunk the first thing i found in the fridge, white wine and red martini.
So pitiful.
The fact is that i've neven been drunk before. Ok, i wasn't really drunk, but it was good like hell. I've not dined, i wasn't hungry, i've only slept. And i've done this yesterday as well.
I feel so bad, i've done this only to avoid thinking.
I'm insane.
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