Hello earthlings.

Do you have that one person that gives you a lot of impact other than your own family? Well, I do. It's no other than my crush who I basically like since 2009 but things get too confusing for me now.

We never talked for the past 3 year if you put asides the text messages that we shared but it simply were holidays or events related thing. We never had a decent conversation before.

I haven't meet him for 3 years as I was attending an all girls school before I transferred to his school which was last year. My first mission was looking for him and I did. He looked like what I always hoped but I fell for someone else. We lasted for five months but we broke up because I still had feelings for him. 

I continued to like him, looking him for far away or probably when I walked passed him or when he sat in front of me when his class and my class had the same subject. I kept it to myself about my feelings when I dreamt about him. I told about him to my friends and I continued to have a few more dreams which I didn't back a few years ago.

Our important exam passed and after that, I decided to confess. I did but he didn't say anything. We both act like nothing happened. 

Watching him from far was my favourite thing to do everyday and it still is. I would take secret glances at him when I walked passed his class and the dreams still go on. 

I would dream a lot of things about him and everyone was supporting  me to like him. His friends knew and they keep giving me these weirds glances but I ignored him.

I caught him looking at me but I would never know how he feel about me, I will never know.

P/S : I've been dreaming about him too much since last year but he only appeared ocassionally and most of my dreams were about we're going to be friends and so on and I keep getting headaches over it -.-