So I bet all of you know Theo, right?

Anyways, I haven't had the guys to talk to him, and even though my friend wants me to do so, I just...can't. Every time I see him, I get a weird feeling in my stomach and just leave without looking at him. But what bothers me, is that i ruined his impression of me. My friend had created a conversation with me and him and I was being all awkward...

there's nothing else to be done, he now thinks I'm annoying and awkward. And it hurts me very badly. He hasn't even seen my face, nor does he remember my name, which I told him a million times. 

Now, I am sure that I like him, even though it feels wrong. It just hurts me so badly...

this time, I really need advice cuz it's taking over my mind and heart.