Quitting?

During these past weeks, I've been wanting to quit writing and trailer making. I feel like I'm starting to lose my passion for those two things. When I started writing, I loved it so much that I couldn't stop writing, but now it's more like I'm forcing myself to write and can't update any of my fanfics. I haven't updated many of my fiction for a long time and I've honestly wanted to delete couple of them, but haven't done that since they have most readers and they really love those fictions. I don't hate writing, but I think I'm starting to dislike it T_T

And trailer making. I have once in past gone to long hiatus and now I'm thinking about it again. I love to do trailers, I really do, but it's becoming...boring? I enjoy doing trailers with my favorite idols, but trailers with idols that I don't know are really hard for me to do, it's same thing with writing, I have to force myself to do them :/ Yesterday, I thought about closing my trailer shop. Don't worry, I'm not gonna do it, not now. But I think that if this continues, I might quit writing and trailer making.

Gosh, I really wish I can get all of my inspiration and joy back so I can enjoy those two things again.

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chocolate_love #1
Unnie~ FIGHTING!! Hope you get your passion in writing and doing trailers back~ just enjoy all the things you do~ ♥
Kururirururara #2
Unnie you just need a break, take time off and relax, just don't think about this for a while. I understand how you feel, because this happens to everyone, but trust me I know this from experience that you are going to dislike it more if you quit. If you don't feel like it don't write, but don't quit because you are going to regret it later.
Moony_Kat #3
Oh, unnie TT^TT I love you're trailers sooo freakin' much that this blog of yours saddens me!
You're really good at it and you manage to convey the feelings the writer tried to do when giving out the plot to you...
But if you don't feel like doing it anymore, taking a break from everything would be for the best I think. Writing, trailer making, designing, they all have to come from the heart. And if the heart is tired and confused, then you do them half-heartly, which is not good.
*huuugs*
ririsasy #4
same here. all the passion in writing like a new born baby have left me. i'm so excited tha i couldn't even sleep. i keep thinking abou my story.. now.. all jus nothing. so.. hope you make a right decision. :)
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