Yes, I'm really heartsick. Recently, I've messaging with this boy but oneday he asked me for my bestfriend's number and I've realized he used me to get her phone number. If you'd be me, what will you do? I'm angry, heartsick and jealous as well, I know that was really bad manner but I can't help. I'm a human too.

My bestfriends are not that pretty and one of them ahd the almost same name as me. People always confused between me and her. He's pretty and quite popular but nobody knew who am I. Argh, I'm so sick living in her shadow. They always compared me with her! STOP COMPARING ME if you already knew I'm not as perfect as her! If you've been in the same situation as me you should know how it is. And, just to day, that friend was a playgirl. She would hangout with guys, that was 5 years older than him and whatever else..Urgh, she's only 14! I knew some people will say this is normal but not for us here!

Actually I have lot in my mind but I better stop before something bad came out. Duff!