Wow I just don't know what to say. I feel happy about that I got so many readers on my story. Do you like it? *smiles* I got some really nice comments and funny comments. I guess I have fans now? Wow... I don't know what to say about that.

I've been writing fanfics for many years now. I have never been confident in my English and  I have never felt that it's good enough. I guess I have improved over the years? I mean I do watch American TV-series without Swedish subtitles and movies as well. I pick up new words every day almost. But I am still not that confident about my vocabulary or my grammar. If I look back at fics I wrote back in 2010 or even older as back in 2007 or so my English was pretty bad. 

Maybe because I spent so much time in Japan studying I met other foreigners, I could speak English and improve so much, that’s was back in 2009.  But even after I was still not confident, I had improved but I felt like I anyway. But I guess something has happened the past two years. I now have a better vocabulary and my grammar is better. But I still have many doubts. I feel weird about adding chapters and stories here. What if people think I write badly? I also have some problems spelling. I write in Word though and it has spellcheck but I guess sometimes it will be wrong anyway. Sometimes I write a word I don’t even   

I’ve always felt like I am not good at anything. The only talent I have even considered that I have is the ability to express myself in the written word. Of course I am more confident in writing in Swedish but I want to reach a larger crowed and besides some things just sounds dumb when you write it in Swedish, for example the Mature stuff. I’ve tried *laugh* and I concluded that it sounds way better in English.

But I still don’t feel like I write that well. I feel like I am just mediocre if even that so having fans might boost my confidence slightly. I have my projects going…

I write , I don’t like the heteroual-stuff and Yuri even less. The only straight I’ve ever red when it comes to fanfics is Draco Malfoy/Hermione Granger. I am a Harry Potter fan kkk.. Later I discovered Draco/Harry though but I like both pairings equally much though. Of course I can read straight in regular books. But I don’t like to write it myself. I write both original stuff and fanfics. Usually many of my original characters are inspired by real people though. I am even sneaky enough to give them names that’s taken from real people. I have a character called Donghae in an original story which basically is very much influenced by the real Donghae. Am I a bad person? Kkk… I wonder if others do the same?

My friend discovered Asianfanfics just the other week and she introduced it to me and now I am hooked. But the problem is I have so many bands I love, even though I am probably a little MBLAQ, Lee Joon biased and G-dragon biased. But I love so many bands and I want to write so many stories. My brain’s going to explode,  lol plus I already have many ongoing projects. But I don’t know what you guys want to read? Do you like Joon from MBLAQ? I have a story with him and an original character (and no not inspired by someone real kkk), Seungho is pretty bad in that one though… I also have some other things lying around another one with T.O.P and Se7en which is a one shot. I might have a little something with 2pm and so… well…? I kinda want to write B.A.P and Block B as well. Lol…I am just really bad at keeping it a one shot.

Well thanks for reading my stories!

Love to all of you

Pon