This is IT! I have arranged accordingly my Bias List after being destroyed multiple times. I have come to a decision to put Himchan as first in my BAP's Bias List. 

I realise how humane he is, a very realistic person. A funny guy with a cool attitude. Let's put aside his visuals, okay? That is just inevitable.

I can't even look at him in Music Videos anymore! I JUUUUUUST watched Rain Sound once again and I cried when he got shot the first time. I looked away fer a moment and when I looked back on the screen, his teared-filled eyes just engulfed me and I'm crying even further. Sigh.. I can never look at him the same again. He is so sincere in his job.

I used to like Daehyun. At that time, all the pretty things appeared in my mind but I realise that I can't accept his minus points. [Similar situation for Infinite's Hoya: I will tell this story next time] Just now was Gaon's Music Awards and just a few hours before that, I read on allkpop.com that Himchan is recovering from his fractured fingers which worries me a lot. This is worst than when Daehyun was sick [still not sure if it's true or not]. I worried too much that I couldn't eat, couldn't exercise. Shortly after Yongguk's speech, Himchan posted on Twitter on how sorry he was. I literally cried while reading especially the last paragraph. 

I have watched One Shot multiple times and only focused on a few scenes that attracts my attention [even made a Reaction Video] about it. Now, knowing that Himchan was shot and was coughing blood, I don't dare watch it any more.

OKAY! Now that my BAP's Bias List is set, time for EXO's Bias List! [I really hope they have their comeback ASAP so that I can get the List over and done with] Sigh..

#HimchanGetWellSoon