Why are they saying replaced? It wasnt en replaced its just getting along with a long lost family member that I didn't even know about. She didn't even know about. And you girls were all like "Do you have any other friends besides us?" And now that we are close you girls thought I replaced you? Pfft yea right we are were BEST FRIENDS until they got the wrong idea but there is only one who isn't mad at me but the other two are and I'm not sure about the other one >.< 

Aish why does my life always have to everything up? And to en top it off I still need to tell them about this person but I don't know when the right time is. And my other friend that isn't from our "group" might get jumped and I don't want her to get hurt. 

And as for my long lost family member we are close but not really close, like we don't really know anything about each other but that's how I am to my other family members. I'm not open to them only some but when I do open up I am mean at first then I go sweet and yea I think you guys get my point. 

Land then there's me. I can't really eat anything due to the fact I don't get enough sleep. 

I am getting panda eyes. I lost a few pounds. When I take lunch money I ONLY use like 2.00 dollars - 2 dollars and 50 cents out of 5.00 dollars and then I just save the rest. And when I got to someone's house I don't eat. When they invite me for super. 

Whats wrong with me? Both groups of friends are important to me. For the group I bought necklaces. 1 out of 4 got a braclet because me and her were closer then I am to the others. But now I'm closer to the oldest out of the group the one who isn't mad at me and I am happy I still have her <3 

I don't want to lose anyone else. I feel like never mind I don't feel like anything. I wish I hadn't made that mistake from the beginning of 2013. Only if I hadn't befriended a family member that I NEVER knew until she came back. But wait isn't that WRONG? EUGH! I hope now that these people see why I am getting a additud now and it gets worse every day.

Well good bye es got to get ready and get to hell. I hate school.