Death sounds so inviting

As I starein the mirror while I'm crying

Peoplethink thesepoems meannothing

I'm sad to tell you that they meanevrrything

I'm sitting Here wondering

Will I make it out alive

Yells and screams in my ear as I try to Stay alive

But you dontcare

I'm just apawn you spare

Its startingall over again

The depthsofmydespair

Will history repeat itself

Will I use that pretty pink razor

Or am I not strong enoughto survive this kind of behavior

I've become That girl again

Mimiis her name

So damn insecure I hate to say her name

So wantingto beloved

She'll do anything for lust

I want to die

I want it now

I want the pain to stop

I wantto drown

I've alwayz tried head under shower head

Breathing stopped heart beatslurred

I'm scaredif what ill do

Immore than one personality I have two

Will someone save me please

I see death now

She's so pretty

I want to be like hers

 Some how.

I'm swallowing my tears

And eating my fears

And drowning in my vomit

I want to dissapear

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