Please forgive about my grammar, my english T.T

Just wanna share my kinda personal experience~ :3

Where should i start this one ._.

Well, my first meeting with her was during our freshmen in university. She approached me first and we became very close friend.

Fortunately, me and her are settled as a classmates for six months. She asked me to be her chairmate and we became more close then ever.

She was very touchy and jelly, gosh. She never allowed me to drink from my another friends bottles. Or even touch them. .

One day, i was updated status in my facebook about my GF and she asked about my uality. I told her the truth and suddenly she said that she was into girls too.

From those day of confession (?), she became more jealousy person and called me with puppy name like honey, baby, or something else that she want.

I thought i would never fall for her, i've my GF that time. But i was wrong. Me and my GF not study in same university and yeah.. I fell for her.

Everyone that accept same gender relationship in my campus misunderstood us as a couple, but we were not. Not officially, maybe.

But i thought, if i could confess to her, we'll become a couple. And i was wrong again.

One rainy day, she come and told me that she fell in love with one of our senior. And it was a BOY.

My heart broken, you know. After every hope that she gave, she come to me and said that she loves someone else! Oh that .

I love her, so i would support everything that she want.

Me and my besties observed those guy that she likes everyday. And we got one conclusion, he is a jerk and just wanna into every girls pants.

We told her the truth, and she ended up with avoiding me.

Well then, we were separated.

In the second semester, we never had a same class and i rarely saw her.

If we were accidentally met, she would turn away and acted like she never know me before.

I'm hurt, so much. I was decided to ignoring her and live my life like before and trying to be happy just with my GF 

But, in the beginning of third semester, suddenly she called me in the middle of the night and cried. She told that her boyfriend stole her ity and broke up with her.

I've told her that he is a jerk. It was her who didn't want to listen to me.

And everything had started again.

Here and there, she acted like she was my GF. Jealous with my besties everywhere and everytime. Pouting and crying if i am being touchy with anyone.

My friend feel annoyed with her, but i can do anything. I loved her before.

Suddenly, she confessed to me. She said that she loves me a lot and wanna be my second GF.

The stupid me accept it. STUPID ME.

She become more jelly then ever and asked to sleep with me everyweek. Oh no, imn't ready for that.

One night, without me knowing, my friends scolded her. They said, "You have no right to jealous with us. YOU ARE NOT HER GIRLFRIEND! So please go and set her free."

My fault again, i didn't tell my friend that she had confessed to me.

She texted me and declared that we were over.

Actually this is just the way from god to get free, but the feels of being apart from her eating me inside, i mean.. i've experienced it.

The stupid me was begged and pleaded her for stay. She gave me another chance.

Then i realised, what the i've done! why i can not keep my faith with my first GF? She have been good to me, love me and cherish me everyday.

Blame on me, i'm really a cheater. I can't do anything.

But after another fight with my friends, she gave up and broke up with me. I'm letting her go, for the sake of peace. I can not stand for facing chaos everyday caused by they're fighting.  

Now, we are split up again. I happily live with my GF, who i left in the dark all of this time.

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I really don't know what's wrong, but i'm really a cheater.

now i loves spreading loves for every girl and make them fall for me XD

If they're lucky, i would fall for them too. oh this jerk XD

well then, what do you think? ^^