I lay here, wondering: how. Long has it been? Is it counted in days? Weeks? Monthes? Years? A second feels like a day and a day like a year so I can't really tell. I do know that it's been too long though. Sometimes I forget how to expand my lungs when I think about the way you made me loose my breath whenever I laid eyes on you. Sometimes I reach out at night to grab your arm but my hand just falls on the cold bed sheets where you used to lay. I miss the sparkle in your eyes and the smile upon your face when you look up to me, I miss it every second and a day doesn't go by when it doesn't cross my mind. I miss leaning back and your chest catches my back and your arms leaves me with a safe house. You just being there is what makes me unstoppable and I can do anything when I'm at your side. You are what helps me fly again when my wings get stuck. Where are you on this lonely day? Now where am I? Time goes still and goes by fast at the same time; I go without oxgen more then I should; My bed is empty; My life is without a spark; My back is cold; I fell small and bullied by all, like I can't do anything right. My wings won't come unstuck and I can't fly anymore; I kick a stone alone as I walk down the street. I miss you, my destiny, and will always await your return.
I love you with a heart too big and hopes too high. And this is why I wait for you- I know someday you will come back to me and I pray to anybody; anything that will I lay here, wondering: how. Long has it been? Is it counted in days? Weeks? Months? Years? A second feels like a day and a day like a year so I can't really tell. I do know that it's been too long though. Sometimes I forget how to expand my lungs when I think about the way you made me loose my breath whenever I laid eyes on you. Sometimes I reach out at night to grab your arm but my hand just falls on the cold bed sheets where you used to lay. I miss the sparkle in your eyes and the smile upon your face when you look up to me, I miss it every second and a day doesn't go by when it doesn't cross my mind. I miss leaning back and your chest catches my back and your arms leaves me with a safe house. You just being there is what makes me unstoppable and I can do anything when I'm at your side. You are what helps me fly again when my wings get stuck. Where are you on this lonely day? Now where am I? Time goes still and goes by fast at the same time; I go without oxygen more then I should; My bed is empty; My life is without a spark; My back is cold; I fell small and bullied by all, like I can't do anything right. My wings won't come unstuck and I can't fly anymore; I kick a stone alone as I walk down the street. I miss you, my destiny, and will always await your return.
I love you with a heart too big and hopes too high. And this is why I wait for you- I know someday you will come back to me and I pray to anybody; anything that will listen for it to be tomorrow. So tomorrow I'll wait for you and if you don't return tomorrow then I'll wait till the next day, then the next, and the next. I will not stop waiting for you, my love, because your my soul; My destiny; my forever. Until you ask me to leave I will push my way to your side and stay there to support you and give you someone to lean on when you weaken from holding strong to long. And when you do weaken and lean on me, I'll make sure to hug you. Kiss you. Protect you for as long as you need me. Because you are the only one whose heart is as big as mine and the only one that can fill my heart.
I love you dearly.