4 Years ago, I'm nothing more than your typical POP music fan. Lady Gaga here and there. Justin Beiber, Katy Perry and blah blah. Whenever each of these artist releases a song, I'm like the first one to know it in our section. Call me freak that time. I even had their songs photo on my phone. I was always updatedn what's new about them and so on and so forth. I never really liked Kpop before. I'm literally like, yuck! Do you even understand what they're saying? And why are they like trying to be cute or something? I mean, I'm a real hater. I bash them whenever I see them on MTV because I thought it was just bunch of craps and yeah. I thought Kpop was sht. ( don't bash me okay? It's not on the good part yet. ) 

And then Gee got released. My reaction everytime I hear it is like that of someone who accidentally steps on poo. And yes, i hated them that much. The hater that I am. And then I became a highschooler and got addicted to korean dramas. And that was when I thought that Kpop might not be that bad. So one of my classmates introduced me to this group called Girls' Generation. The first time I hear what their name was, I thought it was stupid and lame and yeah, bullsht. ( sorry for the word but that's how I was okay )

I am the antifan. Gets irritated everytime my classmate tells me something about them. How they were so talented and all. So pretty and have long legs. I used to reply with " I bet they had plastic Surgeries. How fake. " and my classmate would always hit me in the head when that happens. Can't be blame me back then. I told you I'm a real hater.

And when I got to my third year high, in the middle of myaddiction to rock bands, classics, reggei and Beatles, my brother- who was the one who influenced me with his rock songs- came home one day and played a song I didn't understand. Turns out it was kpop. My My of Apink particularly. I got annoyed everytime i hear it - which is everyday mind you - . My family had taken a liking on it and would even try to watch the music video every five hours. Seriously. It was getting on my nerves so I tried to watch. I'm like, okay , that's so disgusting to watch. I felt really Isolated becausei was the only who didn,t like kpop at the house. On day at school, my classmated gave me an mp3 of beautiful by Baest. I could consider it the first Kpop song I was ever addicted to and promised myself that I would never like another group or artist than them.  But then I discovered Park shin hye. 

I watched her video of dancing to Gee. I was really captivated and thought she was way better than the original artist Girls' Generation. The hardcore hater that I am. So days passed and got used to the sound of Apink's My My in my ears that I even thought I wouldn't last a day without it. So I tried watching the MV again. Repeating it until my eyes got sore. And I started to develop a liking on them and that was it. I searched about them, got addicted to them and became a fan in a weeks time. But my brother introduced me to Snsd. I thought it was different. So I tried listening to their songs. It was actually good so i tried watching them. I had first watched The boys and then Gee and got confused as to who is who. But I disregarded it and watched. Never did thought that i would get addicted to them that much. 

My brother told me their names on by one and had my eyes first laid on Tiffany at RDR. I always thought that she was really gorgeous at that music video si I repeated it again and again. I would often ask my brother where she is on the other videos. But my brother had taken a liking to Sooyoung whilst saying she didn't look so much like a Korean. He said she looked like a Filipino that's why he like her. I also had this habit of liking someone who has a short hair. Also the reason why I developed a girl crush on Sunny. I kept bugging my brother on who she is, how old is she, what is her position and most importantly, when was he birthday. He got annoyed and asked me to search by myself. 

I always watch their music videos on youtube and came across a video titled Why I Love Snsd's Sunny. And I swear, I regretted being an antifan for three years. All of reasons why I love her is in that video. That Went on and I became really addicted to her. Had my desktop full of her videos, fancams and pictures. I downloaded all of the songs ahe sang. Be it solo or a duet. I even started shipping her with every guy I like. And yes it includes G Dragon. 

And I can now say that Sunny is the key on why I became a Kpopper who would cry just because I didn't got he chance to see them at the Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert. I even gotyself influenced of her aegyos. I always do it at school and when one of my classmates bash Kpop, i would quickly retort that" Tell me that being a Kpopper is a bad influence If I don't get high sores and high grades. They are my inspiration and respect that. Respect our differences. " 

I never even once imagined that I would love Kpop like I do right now. It's only been a year but feel like I know allf the groups and never hated even one. Yes there are groups that .i don't like that much but I can't say i hate them because that's too strong. 

If ever I ge to see Sunny face to face, i'd thank her for introducing me to such a wonderful world. ( and Beast too) . I became a Sunshiner because of a video, my brother and Sunny herself. 

What I narrated here was not even the half of what I want o narrate. I just cut it short seeing it's becoming a little long. Andeaj, HoNny FTW~~  kkk