Little Update About Myself

Hello,

I've been getting many messages from readers asking me if I am still alive, and if I will ever update Remember Me again. So I thought that this would be a good time to update you all on the issues that are going on. 

I don't want to go extremely detailed about this, but I'm struggling with a perfectionist disorder. It started of innocent, but I've been taken this pretty far. It made me stress out a lot, and gives me many sleepless nights, because at the end of the day I can never live up my expectations, I always fail myself. 

I've been having help with this, not the professional kind, but friends and family started to notice that it was getting out of hand so they helped me out a lot, I felt less stressed out and I could go back to work without worrying about the silly useless things. 

But the problem is ... since I'm less of a perfectionist at work and at home it started to show up when I write fanfics. A chapter is never good enough, I delete chapter after chapter ... and rewrite everything but it's simply never good enough. It's making me go nuts! Me and my parents talked about this and they think it's better for me to go search professional help to get rid of it, because they are scared that it will come back worse one day x-x 

So I've been seeing help for the first time last week ... and they think that writing stories and post them online is actually a very good thing to help me get rid of this ... (of course I didn't tell them WHAT I was writing ... keke)
 

So please, I ask you to have a little more patience ;-; I'm really trying to get rid of this ... and I apologize for the lack of updates!! 

 

 

Edit: I didn't reread this!! (I'm not allowed because I would edit it over and over again...) So sorry if there is any fail in this. ><

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