So yesterday was just horrible. Possibly my worst day of the year so far. From the moment I woke until the moment I fell asleep. It was just horrible. I want to spare you guys all the stupid little details so I won't go into them. And it got me thinking.... 

I give up so much of myself for everyone else..but I never take time for myself. And that is going to change. Right now. 

I'm going on hiatus from just about everything. Roleplaying, writing (what little I do), ....basically online things. Because I'm just tired of this. 

It doesn't mean I'm stopping my admin duties where I have them but it just means that that's probably all I do if or when I come online for it. And that doesn't mean that I'm forgetting all my friends I have on here and on roleplays. I can't ever forget them. But I'm just going to be like a shadow for a while. I'm tired of having this looming cloud of depression around me so I have to change it. 

So be patient and I'll be back. If you still talk to me when I'm back - thanks for sticking around (unlike some people that I've known). If you don't talk to me when I'm back (which is more often than you think).....thanks for being there for me before.