last dec 16-17 2012 , I took the nursing licensure examination . it's a 500 items exam and it took us 2 months to prepare for it . But the first examination day didn't go the way I expected . 

the first 100 items were hard and confusing that I actually ran out of time . we have two proctors , the women was strict while the guy was considerate and kind . when the time was up , I literally trembled , my hands felt so cold . I told the proctor ( nice guy) that I still have 15 items left unanswered . he calmed me down and told me to " leave it to god and fate . you did your part . " he asked me to just randomly shade the boxes of the remaining items . 

I SWEAR it was probably the hardest thing to do , because it wasnt just a simple quiz ! The paper was my FUTURE ! but he was right , if I left it like that ,unshaded . I will surely fail . So I shaded the boxes , while  crying hard . and prayed for a miracle . 

the remaining 400 items wasn't just a piece of cake either . it was difficult that it literally drained All my energy .

around 1 this afternoon , the result was out and i didn't want to check it . because of what had happened on that day I already thought I failed  . ( you have to have atleast no below 60 in each 100 items , and to secure your success you have to score 70-75 out of 100 , in a medical field , that score is a little bit hard to gain ! ) .  I ignored my phone and went to the Church for a visit . I was begging god to pass me , even though i have a different dream that I wanted to chase, I couldn't bear seeing the dissappointed looks on my love one's faces .

and indeed , he guided my Hand On that day because I PASSED !! ^_*

thank you to those people who prayed for me . ^_^ and guys , whatever it is that your going through, always put it into prayer and hand your trust and faith over GOD's table . he hears , he listens and he answers . :)

i really can't believe I made it ! hahahahahaha I was worrying the entire time . And now , I feel one step closer to my dreams . ^_^

- just sharing ^_^

k.