I'm in a bad mood right now.. Even before too..

I wrote something that was kind of mean on one of the articles on allkpop.com TT^TT

I regret writing that so much!!!!

But I'm not going to delete that comment.. It shows and teaches me lessons...

I'm a weird person.. People says that I'm nice but I know that I'm not.. They just don't know me well enough..

Sigh... This is my first time having a negative comment on allkpop... I feel so horrible... I feel like I shouldn't like kpop anymore.. But I can't stop myself... I'm already addicted lol xp

So yeah... Came to write about this so this feeling can go away and not ruin my day tomorrow at school

If my boyfriend see's me sad tomorrow, omg~ he's going to worry a lot!! And he's going to keep on asking me if I'm okay -____-

He's a very emotional guy lol

He also thinks too much in the future too which is making him feel sad and doubtful.. That's what I hate about him.. He thinks WAY too much about the future -___-

Gets me mad all the time but I don't want to show my anger at him that much.. Sigh..

Anyways~!!! lol xp

I did something really bad... Yeah... lol

I really wonder why I'm even like this...

I wonder  why I'm like the dumbest one in my family?

I wonder why I'm so mean?

I wonder why I'm so lazy?

I wonder why I keep on saying stuff without thinking?

I wonder why when I make a joke it's acually offending?

My parents aren't like this... So why am I like this??

Sigh... Need to stop thinking too much now and go to sleep.. It's already 12:34am lol xp