I'm screwed up.

idk, but I think it's very hard to me to just learning English well. I failed the tests more than just 5-6 six times and it's kind of let me down...

should I take some courses? I don't think it will work because what I need is someone who is willing to check up my writings and tell me directly....

I just need a really good mentor to teach me because, gee, I'm nearly giving up......