Hey guys!
It's been a while, huh?

I have an update on my "love" life lol.
Guess who's in another love triangle? Yeah, me.

Okay uh.
Boy 1 = Alex
Boy 2 = Mexican (lol)

If you didn't know, me and Mexican went out for a short while, but that ended.
Uh... With Alex, he's the kid who I spazzed about when I was with Mexican.

So basically, this week, both of them stepped up their game, and I'm always a step behind.
They both know that I like them, and it's obvious that both of them like me back.

With Alex, he's always craving my hugs, my attention, and to hang out with me. We text more often, he wraps his arms around me a lot, when we travel home he rests his head on mine when we're not talking. Things have really changed. 

Him and Mexican get jealous of each other and every time I'm with one of them and the other sees, the one I'm with would either hug me or hold my hand and just talk to me, making it hard for me to talk to the other one.

Uh.. yesterday... me and my Mexican hung out late after school with some two other friends.
First of all, I stayed back to work on  Art stuff. First I helped Alex with his project (which made him so happy he hugged me like 3 times) and then Mexican.
When the sun started to set he kidnapped me lol. And he carried me around the building until he found a place where there was more privacy. When he succeeded we just held each other and talked. Then at one point when he was back hugging me, he turned me around and said "You know, we never kissed when we went out" AND HE TRIED TO KISS ME.

HE TRIED TO KISS ME THREE TIMES.
I don't know why I kept refusing!
I really don't know, it just didn't feel right at the time.
I wanted to kiss him though!
And he asked for reasons why we couldn't kiss, and I told him that I didn't even have one reason.
So then he tried to kiss me again but again I just buried myself in his shoulder

I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID THAT.
Ugh.

There's a dance coming up and now I have to choose...

But if we did kiss, that would mean that I'm automatically his, right? So then what happens to Alex and me, then?
I don't know I don't know ugh 

So much to read, it makes sense if only like 1 person reads this.