omg. a year? for real? A YEAR?! A MOTHER FU- /shot.

okay, first off before i start to go all emotional and orz

hey guys! o/ ♥

it's been one heck of a year, am I right or what?

I've met so many awesome, funny, friendly and

just amazing people here. ; u ; and I've gained so

many friends here, which has made me more

social than ever! and today when I look back,  even

tho we've had our tears and sorrows, I still don't

regret any second one bit. okmaybesomeotl I

remember on this very specific day a year ago,

I was wondering how roleplaying was like and

I'm super glad I started it. even tho it became

a some sort of an addiction I still love it from the bottom

of my heart. hehe but right now, I'd like to give

some specific thanks to some people, who have been

throught this weird year of mine. ofcinnoparticularorder.

nicole ; YOU CRAZY . /shot. jokesjokes..

but srsly you're crazy. = u = hoho.. but srsly

I love you girl. ♥ even tho I get "mad" at you,

sometimes but for real.. I can't stay "mad" at

you for long. you're so lovable and sweet and crazy

to be haten on. I'm happy that I've met you and

went through all of this crazy things with you.

you've been there, when I needed a shoulder to cry on

and given me hope even when it seemed impossible

at some times. I don't really know what else to say

truthfully, cuz.. isn't it pretty obvious? orz lol.

you're my best (girl) friend in here and I love you

to death. ♥ :* kekekeke. TAKECAREOFYOURKID

sunggyu ; oh, andrew. where should I start?

from your weird addiction for praising christina

or the fact that you're such a grammar nazi?

... but do you know what? I love you, because

of that. haha. you're such a funny guy, for real

and I think you're one of those guys that I would

love to meet someday. eventhothat'sprettyimpossible

the first time I met you ( when you were sungjong )

I'd have never ever guessed we'd become this close

like we're today. you were so mean then. otl hehe

you're so witty and sweet and nice and friendly

and I love our convos. hehe, I feel like asdfghjkhgf

right now. orz and I don't want to make this little

message too sweet, cuz chrisitina will kill me

otherwise. lol but I love you bro. and I know you're

secretly ert just as I am. = u = so let's keep on

eating tons of ramen and chatting all daywe can.

joo's one lucky girl. o/ haha. have beautiful babies

the both of you and live happily ever after.. in both

irl and here. /grins

kai ; ... /sighs. I really don't know what to say.

I guess I can confess some things, because you

are leaving so.. I guess it won't hurt, right?

but not yet. soon.. you're really such an interesting

person, kai. for real. so mysterious, but so honest

at the same time. even tho I've known you for

a year now, I still feel like there are so many things

hidden inside of you. we've had our awkward

and silent times over the past year, but I've always

tried to talk to you more and more, because I didn't

want to lose the special "bond" we had then. if you can

say that. orz but .. you we're so different. you

facinated me so much and you still do. you were

so .. idk. you're hard to describe ! but I still

love you. so much. like srsly. you've become such

an important person to me and I actually did love

you at one point.. in that way and I guess I

always had this secret crush on you all the time,

even tho I was in an rs. but it was still really

hard for me to imagine us dating. asdfgh, idk.

otl and when I heard that you and hamin broke

up I truthfully thought you'd deactivate right

away, but you stick it through.. and even tho

you didn't show that sadness to people, I knew

it left a big wound in you. and I maybe

wrong, but this is just how I saw it.. and

even tho you're leaving I'll never ever forget

about you. never. you've grown to be

such an important person to me, that it's pretty

impossible for me to forget a special person like

you. so, I love you. alot. I really do and I

always did. thank you for being there for

me and sticking by my side. I apprechiate

it so much. I won't say goodbye, cuz goodbye

means going away and going away means

forgetting. so.. seeya. /smiles

there are srsly so many important people here in ss and cuz

I'm so lazy I just can't write all long messages to you, but

I love you all so much! no jokes. You're all so important to me

and have a special place in my heart. ♥ I hope to be here next

year as well and make more and more memories with you guys.

thank you ! ~ ♥

ahh, so cheesy. lol

so now. give me presents.

waitwhat. /shot