My main loved one in BTOB is the well known awkward,skin ship lover Peniel<3 

Oh my gosh where do I even start? I know,I know, as you have known my love is infinite,Kim Myungsoo but for the past few days a guy nameShin DongGeun came into my world and completely destroyed my bias list. I mean COMPLETELY destroyed there is actually nothing left,the only person that has been on my mind for the past couple of days is Peniel,Peniel, and Peniel... Everyone around me thinks that I'm head over heels in love with this guy their not wrong but thats not the point right now. The reason why I'm SO FREAKING attracted to this kid is not because he knows english...not because he is from Chicago...not because his Birthday is the same month as mine (March hehe) but thats not the important. I just love how Peniel is so dedicated with his work,this kid has gone so far and been through so much to get where he is at now. Peniel coming to Korea,not knowing much of korean but he tries his best to learn it even though half of the time he doesn't know what s are talking about,but its okay. He worked so hard from the beginning of the debut of BTOB until now and I believe he improved alot,though hes pretty slow on speaking korean *Sunjae says* he always speak korean with a smile on his face.I'm pretty sure his parents are proud of him,if I was in their shoes of course I would be proud of my son. If I had a chance to meat this er...I would freaking die....Oh my gosh...earlier I was reading this rant on Tumblr and it kind of ticked me off, his company was questioning about his talent...Well,Hello...Peniel is still learning korean...you guys need to calm down. Well there was more to it,I don't even want to go more in detail of it before "expressing my love for Peniel." beomes to "Something ugly." but, I know it will all be better...I love cube entertainment...I have nothing against them~ So anyways...If I ever met Peniel...I wouldn't even know how to react...his personailty just really stands out to me..REALLY. I just love how he is so dorky around s,and whenever he smiles it just makes my heart flutter~ oh my gosh Penieeeell<3

Yesterday I was watching his vlog on Youtube,Holy mother of god...the whole entire time watching this monkey I had a smile plastered on my face~ I know I never met this cutie before but I could tell while watching his vlog that he is a really outgoing ,funny...oddly...weird guy..also he had a lot of things to say about different topics. Peniel was pretty talkative during his vlog and  wasn't awkward at all..I mean, if he knew more korean he would be l talking and cracking jokes like how he did it in his vlog and more importantly Peniel acting all dorky and cute~ haha If he ever read this...OH MY GOD~ that would beDAE TO THE BAK! 

Wow,I really want to meet this kid...If I ever had a chance just to spend a day with him or maybe the rest of my life with him I wouldn't even mind, matter of fact that would be a dream come true. Just thinking about it makes my heart skip a beat. Just think about it being able to be by his side everyday seeing his to die for smile along with his OUTSTANDING personailty who would not want that? Ugh~ If only I was able to make one wish  I would wish to be with Peniel...that would be my wish~

I love you Shin Peniel<3

BornTOBeat<3

Melodys~