Happy 19th birthday feyqayeol!^^ You're old now xD (You're always older than me) 

I wanna write a letter to you, but...it will cost me too much to deliver it all away to M'sia^^"" 

Besides, the letter I left to you guys is already gone right? (I'm actually sad about that. Mahal kot kertas tu! But I still have the vids :3) 

Tbh, I am jealous now. Really jealous because I can't celebrate your birthday with the others. We never celebrated your birthday or mine together so maye that's why. Actually, I wanted to leave you a birthday card when I collected my things back in uni in our room, but I forgot to bring it, I'm sorry. I regretted it so much. I can't make a birthday card or give you a present being here. I feel so hopeless T.T 

I miss you so much. 3 months we were roommates, and damn I miss you so much! The days that we loves to fight, I miss that so much, The days where we shared long talks before we go to sleep, I cherish those moments. The days when I love to sleep on your bed and shout around the room, until you nag me back, I will never forget it. I wish I can turn back time and be with you again. In such a short time, you become my best friend. And you will be forever. 

Sighs. I'm sorry, because I can't give you any present for your birthday. I'm so sorry. I feel bad. I'm so useless here, I can't even sing you a birthday song >.< 

Anyway, thank you for being beside me always. Whenever I'm in trouble here, you would be here to listen to my whines and cries, Note that, you can always find me when you need me.(I'm available from 10pm Malaysia time ok? xD) I'm happy that I still be able to contact you when we're in different time zones now. Thought it kinda sad I can contact only you , but I'm grateful enough that you're here with me. *hugs you* I just notice I never hug you before T.T Not even when we bid goodbyes. Okay, I regret that. 

I'll be back home this July, let's meet up okay? I know our states are kinda far, but we'll manage it somehow. -.- I swear I will just take a bus to go to Perlis(with farna of coz!) xD I love you so much. You're more than a friend to me. You're like my family already, someone who I can lean on and share my problems with. I love you and once again, happy birthday syg!^^ 

Love, 

Your Forever Koalala <3