UHM OKAY SO ILL BE REVEALING A SECRET… I ACTUALLY HAD ABOUT 3 GIRLFIENDS IN THE PAST 0.0 I AM A GIRL OKAY… NORMALLY I WOLD JUST SAY THAT IT’S FOR FUN… PLAYING WITH MY OLD BUDDIES TO LIFT UP THE DULLA ND BORING MOOD, THOUGH IM KINDA CHILDISH… THERE WERE TIMES THAT I GET TO BE A BIT MATURE AND WAY SERIOUS… SO YEAH I HAD THREE GIRL FRIENDS…

THE FIRST ONE WASN’T THAT SERIOUS, I JUST COURT HER SO THAT SHE WOULD STOP BUGGING OF MY EVER BESTFRIEND AND HER BOYFRIEND… AFTER A FEW WEEKS WE DID BROKE UP… I INTENTIONALLY MADE MY WAY TO LOSE SOME SORT OF DARE THAT SHE MADE SO THAT WE CAN BE TOGETHER… I WAS ABRUPTLY SURPRISED THAT SHE FELL FOR ME… I DIDN’T PRACTICALLY LIKE HER TO THE CORE SINCE SHE KEEPS ON FLIRTING TO OTHERS AND SHE ENDS U P RUINING THEIR RELATIONSHIP, I TRIED TO CHANGE HER AND LUCKILY SHE BECAME A BIT KID DURING OU RELATIONSHIP BUT AFTER THAT SHE BECAME WORSE…

THE SECOND ONE IS THE ONE THAT I LOVED THE MOST… SHE WAS SO KIND AND CARING AND SWEET… AT FIRST, I DECIDED THAT I WONT FALL FOR HER AND G ON WITH OUR LITTLE GAME BUT ITS REALLY HARD TO NOT FALL IN LOVE… THOUGH SHES SORT OF CHUBBY AND NOT TAT S PRETTY (THAT’S WHAT THEY SAY) I DON’T MIND IT FOR IM NOT GOING ON FOR THE LOKS BUT INTO THE PERSNALITY AND ATTITUDE… WE LASTED FOR ABOUT 8 MONTHS AND BROKE UP TWO DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS… I ADMIT THAT I CRIED FOR HER LOSS THOUGH IM TH ONE WHO INTENTLY STIRRED THE FIGHT…. OUCH OUCH OUCH

OKAY DOWN TO THE THIRD ONE…. SHES THE GIRL THAT I HATE THE MOST, EVEN IF SHE DID BECAME MY GIRLFRIEND… I ACTUALLY HATE THE FACT THAT SHE WAS SO CLINGY AND WANT ME TO LOOK AFTER HER 24/7 SO UHM I WON’T ELABORATE HER PART THOUGH…

WELL DESPITE OF HAVING GIRLFRIENDS IM PRETTY SURE THAT IM STILL IN THE MIDDLE FOR I KEEP ON SQUAELING AND FANTASIZING ABOUT GUYS SUCH AS MY DEARY BIAS ONEW SO MY FRIENDS THEN LABELED MEMAS BIUAL… BUT THAT WAS ALREADY A ONE AND A HALF YEAR AGO AND I KNEW THAT IM ALL STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW… AND DUH… I DINT PLAYED WITH THEIR HEARTS… WE ALL KNEW THAT THERES NO STRINGS THATWOULD BE ATTACH ITS JUST THE STUPID ME WHO FELL FOR THEM… (PUFF)

SO YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING ON WHY I WAS TELLING YOU ABOUT THIS STUFF?? HERES THE ANSWER… I AM RECENTLY HAVING DREAMS WHEREIN A GIRL POPS UP AND INSIST THAT SHE WAS INDEED MY GIRLFRIEND AND WHNED ABOUT MARRIAGE AND ALL I DO WAS TO RUN AWAY FROM HER… I WAS LIKE “YOU’VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!” THEN THE NEXT ONE WAS WHEN I WAS WALKING WITH A CLOSE FRIEND… EVER SO LOVEY DOVEY THAT OUR FRIENDS WERE TEASING US ABOUT IT THEN SHE MURMURED ABOUT SOMETHING THAT SHE WANTS TO STAY WITH ME FOREVER BUT IN ONE CONDITION… WE SHOULD BE MORE THAN FRIENDS… IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE MY EXPRESSON I WAS TORN BETWEEN SHOCKED AND DOUBT…

WELL THEN I BELIEVE THAT THESE DREAMS POSSESS SOME SORT OF MESSAGE BUT I JUST CAN’T CRACK THE CODE… SO WHAT DO YOU THINK DOES THIS DREAMS MEAN?? 0.0 SOMEBODY HELP ME… IM SORT OF DESPERATE ALREADY!!! T.T