So I mentioned in the post yesterday I lost my files when my stupid mothering tablet reset itself & deleted everything. Everything. EV.ERY.THING! ;-; *starts sobbing after remembering*

So I've been staring at a blank page for about 5 hours. Given I took a break to release stress by dancing & attempting to learn "Spectrum" by SM the 7 & "Maxstep" by Younique Unit & my own version of Cinema, Break'n a Sweat, First of the Year & Machine by EXO combined..

Took me a good while & lots of disgustingly dripping sweat tuning down my body & ruining my polka dotted tights & pink cashmere sweater after I just got out the shower & my hair was finally the perfect combination of mildly curly & wavy.

Going back to the point- I can't seem to think of anything.

The first time I write the stories, it takes a good minute. So when I have to re-write them like I'm doing right now or how I did for the JoonYu fic they don't come out as good.

There was too much that went on & most of it was because I lost myself in my writing & the words flowed out on their own.

So now I'm a little depressed because I had originally written & nearly finished all the chapters I was going to post this weekend.

But its all down the drain & rewriting them exactly as before is taking the longest time. I have writers block, the words won't leave me. My mind is blank. My eyes are droopy. My body's tired (from dancing but still) I'm just sad again.

Probably the most frustrating thing ever... I feel like crying again. I'm sorry 2min! I can't fix you~~ JongKey I can't continue your coaching & make one of you fall in love & chase after the other. Not tonight~~ I can't. Write. Anythinggg!!

This .

The words won't come to me...

Come back.

Please.

Lemme make these kids make some y love...

Aaahhh~~