No one. No one ing understand how I felt after that incident last time. It just made me felt ing useless and worthless. I was hopeless. I have noood to improve myself. I even gave up on my studies. Thinking back, I felt so stupid. Why did I even bother? If I hadn't ing bother, I could have use it on studying use it on trying to improve myself. Why did I choose to only regret now when I have the time to still mke the choice and the right decision? Why do people have to give up on me at the wrong time? Why can't I stand up myself? Instead I had to be dependent on others? If only I had seek help, If only someone had care last time... No one cares, there is no one I can talk to, There is no one who understands me :( When am I able to open up? I have no idea too