'put the chains on the gate

 There's this strange feeling of guilt when the love ones go away: we never said to them how much hey actually mean for us. We regret those tiny seconds we wasted without being around them. Yeah, I know we all regret at some point...

  So, Kat is back. From soil he was born, in soil he has returned yesterday. The sky was clear blue, revealing that my Pa never regretted this world. And I understand him. I really do. For him is not difficult to cross into the afterlife. It's hard and difficult to cope with only for us, the ones that remain behind in this life to remember him just as he was, with good and bad parts. I will miss him for sure as he's in most of my childhood memories. And even though I sound bad, I promised to myself that I won't cry over him. He would only be sad to see me cry. He liked to laugh and dance, he enjoyed living in general. I don't remember him ever being sad over something... Anyway, he's gone and I have to remember him smiling, not like that, lying in the coffin, hands tightly closed in fists, cold skin and rigid body...

May God forgive all of his sins!

Now, lil' fireflies, I want to thank you all for being next to me in my darkest days, with nice words . I'm indeed lucky to have met all of you and to have you all as my friends. *huuugs* I sincerely don't know if I could have done it without you. Sincerely! You were the first ones to be next to me... and I hereby thank you! You are great, peeps! And you deserve the best from this awesome year that has come on us. May 2013 be the best for you and being you all the happiness in the world, alongside everything that you wish for!

 

 

 

I know that the time for 2013 resolution is gone, but I would like to put down the main goals I'd like to achieve this year:

first in class

pass the National Exam with flying colors

get into Korean University

KOREA HERE I COME!

Short, ain't it? ^~^ Hoping that I will manage to achieve this goals since they aren't that many...

 

P.S. I WON! I WON! I WON!!! You know that 'The Bride Killer' was written for a contest here on AFF, right? Right? Right? Well, figure that! I WON THE THIRD PLACE!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYY!!!! *giggles* Sorry, but I never actually won anything in my entire life^^ And my prize consists of: 2 k-pop bracelets and an oneshot from the author. Am I not lucky?! *giggles* Sorry for bragging >///< but I couldn't help myself >///<

 

 

 

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ItsRainingkpop #1
congratulations ^^ its great that you are recognized for your work! I'm glad you are feeling better and the list though its short im sure you will work very hard to achieve it. You deserve a good year too <3
danlyy #2
Condolences to you and your family, unnie.
On a brighter note, i don't think the time for New Year resolutions is gone, yet, because i haven't written mine and i need to do it now :) Your goals will not be difficult to achieve (esp the 3rd one), given your excellent track record based on your ioue blog posts. You know the aff author, Shana_DB5K? Recently, she moved to Korea and started university there so maybe you should take a look at her blog posts and talk to her about it! Based on her experiences, I'm sure all the people you'll meet in Korea will be amazed by the fact that you're Romanian :)
I'm so happy that you won the contest!!! It is a really good story on the whole and you definitely deserved the win! Congratz!
b-itnaneun #3
Condolences, unnie. You don't have to say thank you. It's a given we stand by you through thick and thin ^^ Also CONGRATULATIONS!! >< Say, if you do get to go to Korea, give us updates on what you do? Kekeke XD
kiky00joker #4
Congrats for winning >.<
You have small goals for this year XD Especially the third one.
Btw, I'm glad you're feeling better now :)
ke_xin #5
Congrats Kitten! ^^ I really hope you achieve all of your goals and we'll continue being by your side. Kat hwaiting! <3
drYang #6
i wish you all the best for 2013, and that you'll achieve all your goals for this year! :)
xinli_ang #7
I'm happy for you. :) It's not going to be easy, but I wish you all the best with that.
I hope you will be able to fulfill what you want to this year.^^ And whatever God gives you, I hope you will be happy with it!^^
Lastly, congratulations on nabbing the third spot! No, you're not lucky. It means you're good. ;) *wiggles eyebrows, if you get what I mean*
YuxieWuxie #8
Congrats on winning the contest!!! <3 And good luck in achieving the goals you've set for 2013! <3
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