I mean why would my crush ever like me? I mean come on he could've meant the other Vivian in our drama class, he probably did and she thought he meant me because we're both freshmens. How stupid of me to actually think I had a chance FOR ONCE with my crush. I mean yeah sure the other Vivian is older then him BUT she's prettier, more athletic, smarter, kinder (TRUST ME ON THIS ONE) and funnier then I'll ever be. Plus she's hella chill and easy to get along with. Anyways thanks to all the people that were cheering me on but I think I should just give up on him... Also as you can see my confidence in ever getting a boyfriend went from 50 to 0, zilch, nada, nothing :/ Might as well give up on all the guys at my school and just go back to fangirling over Korean guys that I'll probably never meet and if I did will never like me.