Please, whichever organ, lever, or button in my body is in charge of my ability to write satisfyingly, please pull that lever, push that button, or get that organ working, because I'm itching to write, but I just can't! ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ

I even attempted to write about writer's block:

Writer's block is a pain in the arse. Though you can endure through the sickening disease, the lack of inspiration and inability to conjure and intertwine words, sentences, and phrases together without having to reread and stare at it as if it's just a loaf of bread is truly saddening and irritating.
 

BUT WRITING ABOUT IT DIDN'T FIX ANYTHING! ALL I WANT TO DO IS WRITE ABOUT KAI. I was so damn close to getting the rhythm(now that I look at it, it's spelled so oddly)/flow of my words, BUT NOOO, YOU DUMB WRITER'S BLOCK HAD TO COME PUNCH ME IN THE FACE. :((