Firstly to my readers, i'm super duper sorry for being unable to update my fanfics. You see, theres this major exam coming up next year, and i'll have to study extremely hard to get good scores. The reason why i'm writing this is, i feel that i dont deserve to say that i love dbsk. Yes dbsk, as a 5. I've been a cassiopeia for only a few months (i became one in the middle of the year.) and thats where i got that you-dont-deserve-to-say-that-you-love-them feeling. I studied about them. I tried my best to prove that i'm a qualified cassie. But am i even allowed to call myself a cassie if i'm unaware of the songs they sang? To be really honest, rising sun, hug, wrong number, catch me, humanoids, maximum, keep your head down, balloons, mirotic and purple line are the only songs that i know. I do know some facts about them. How Yoochun's parents got divorced. How Jaejoong was adopted. What Yunho went through in order to achieve his dream; which is to be a singer. However, i dont think thats enough. I feel left out when cassies talk about old memories. (something i'm still unaware of.) Their 9th anniversary that fell the day after christmas was the day that i see a number of cassies crying, hoping that one day, their boys would be onstage together. Singing ot5 songs the way they used to before the seperation. If theres anybody out there, reading this silly post, and is coincidently a cassie... please, do inform me of the things that i'm unaware of. Ps. If possible, do recommend their songs to me! :) x