The things in bold are the random facts about this strange author ^^

• I am a morning person.

• I am an only child.
• I am currently in my pajamas (I should be sleeping now =P)
• I am currently pregnant.
• I am left-handed

• I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
• I bite my nails (Sometimes)
• I can be paranoid at times.
• I enjoy country music.
• I enjoy smoothies.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I have a car.
• I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
• I have a pet. (I had love birds but they died 3 years ago T.T)
• I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
• I have been to another country (I've been to Hong Kong, France, Thailand, Philippines and I'm in England!)
• I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor (Imma strange child XD)
• I have or had broken a bone.
• I have caller I.D. on my phone.
• I have bathed someone (My siblings)
• I have changed a diaper.
• I have changed a lot over the past year.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have had major/minor surgery.
• I have killed another person.
• I have had my hair cut within the last week.
• I have mood swings.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I like the taste of blood (What?! Don't judge me! XP)
• I love Michael Jackson.
• I love sleeping (Doesn't everyone? XD)
• I love to shop.
• I own 100 CDs or more.
• I own and use a library card.
• I read books for pleasure in my spare time (I iz le book freak XP)
• I sleep a lot during the day.
• I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
• I work at a job that I enjoy.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I am currently wearing socks. (I'm barefoot!)
• I am tired. (Not at all! And it's already 11pm XP)
• I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt (Art is Awesome)
• I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

• Graduated high school.
• Smoked cigarettes.
• Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
• Collected something really stupid (Smooth pebbles from the beach XD)
• Gone to a concert.
• Helped someone.
• Spun turn tables (We have some in school)
• Watched four movies in one night (Movie marathon!)
• Been broken up with.
• Taken a college level course.
• Been in a car accident.
• Been in a tornado.
• Watched someone die (My grandpa)
• Been to a funeral.
• Ran a marathon.
• Your parents got divorced.
• Cried yourself to sleep (Due to...personal reasons)
• Spent over $200 in one day.
• Cheated on someone.
• Been cheated on.
• Written a 10 page letter.
• Had a best friend (I still have one!)
• Lost someone you loved (My grandpa)
• Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do (It wasn't me!)
• Stolen books from the library (I was young!)
• Been in a mental hospital.
• Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. (not all of them, though)
• Fired a gun (My uncle taught me how to fire a handgun for self defense. He still has my gun and It'll be registered under my name once I'm 18 *0*)
• Been in a school play.
• Been fired from a job.
• Taken a lie detector test.
• Swam with dolphins.
• Written poetry (For school)
• Read more than 20 books a year.
• Gone to Europe. (I live in Europe! XD)
• Loved someone you couldn’t have.
• Used a coloring book over age 12.
• Had surgery.
• Had stitches.
• Taken a taxi.
• Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
• Had a hamster.
• Dyed your hair.
• Had something pierced (My ears lobes XD)
• Gotten straight A’s.
• Your parents sent you to a shrink.
• Been handcuffed.

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My hair is naturally the color:

• Light brown
• Medium brown
• Dark brown - to almost black (I'm currently sporting reddish brown hair and hoping to turn it Ginger possibly Autumn or Winter in 2013)
• Blonde
• Black
• Dirty blonde
• Strawberry blonde/Ginger
• Multicoloured

My eyes are:

• Brown (Very dark brown)
• Blue/Grey
• Green
• Hazel
• Light brown
• Black

I am:

• Male
• Female
• Other

People sometimes label me as:

• Girly
• Ugly
• Nerd
• Other: A tough chicka that can't be messed with and doesn't cry (My friend called me this ^^), Violent little Asian (The label speaks for itself), Untouchable (Mess with me and you're dead meat)

Some of my biggest fears are:

• Spiders/other insects
• Dying
• Doctor/Dentist appointments
• Hospitals
• Needles
• Disease
• Being alone in the dark (I like darkness =P)
• Heights (I've gotten over this fear!! =D)
• Small spaces
• Oceans/large bodies of water
• Holes
• Large animals
• Small animals
• Open spaces
• Other: My future. The unknown is mankind's greatest fear, I've always been scared on how my future life would turn out to be.

I have:

• A friend with benefits (Not in that way!)
• A television in my room
• Good grades
• My own car
• Married parents

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• Attempted suicide - I don't wish to expand on how. Don't read if you don't want to, it's just something that I feel the need to share. (I nearly did back in 2010, when I was 12. I had suicidal thoughts starting in 2009 when I was around 11 - almost 12 at the end of the year. I would just be washing a knife and have that sudden feeling of wanting to drive it through me, I'd wonder how it would feel like to burn my skin, I'd be looking down from inside a tall building and have the sudden urge to just throw myself out the window. My mind was a complete frenzy, I didn't know how to handle these things anymore. There was even a time that I thought I was bi-polar - I got tested and found out that I wasn't. I just couldn't take life anymore. My relationship with my mom had never been good, she would always call me useless, stupid, she even once said that it'd be better if I was never born. That pushed me right to the edge. It happened to me due to depression, but it wasn't that severe, my mind was warped into thinking that everyone would be so much better off without me, I felt as if nobody wanted me, that my family hated my very existence. Something stopped me though, I was there, I was going to do it. But I just couldn't. My mind set changed, I remembered all my dreams as a child, all the things I wanted to with my life and I started thinking "This is my life, why should I take it away? If they have a problem with me then that's their problem, not mine. If they don't want me then that's their problem, but I'm gonna live my life". Until now, I still think this way, it's to keep my mind in check so that I don't end up almost making the same mistake. My parents never found out about this, I've never been the dependant type and I've always kept things to myself. My closest friends were there for me though, they gave me the support and love I needed. It definitely isn't a nice experience/feeling and no one should have to go through it. 

I felt the need to share this because I want people to learn from my mistakes, so that what happened to me won't happen to any of the wonderful people here on AFF. Or if this has happened to people here, it's so that they won't feel so alone. It is a serious topic and it isn't something that should be taken lightly.

News update on my fanfics!

I know I said that I would update my fanfics everyday from Dec 18th - Dec 25th BUT my friend borrowed my USB's and left it in the school's music studio along with my house keys T.T My one USB has all my photo's and photoshop things while my main USB has all 20 of my stories which includes ~Lost Child~ and it's chapters TTTT_____TTTT I hope to get it back once I return to school and I will treat my readers with an avalanche of updates..... well, I'll try XD

Annyeong Yorobeun!!! Ppyong~ Ppyong~