Ahhhhhhh...... getting better or worse?

Soooo.... there's this boy I like. Well, I've liked him for about 2 1/2 years :(  But no one even knew until about a month ago. Now two of my really close friends are like "awwww how adorableeee~" but he doesn't like me. then today we had an assembly and i sat with the boy(let's call him A, shall we?) and my friend (B). Well A had his camera and the two of them were looking through the pictures on it and B was like "Come sit with us!" so i went to sit with them and she kinda pulled me really close to both of them and angled the camera so i 'accidentally' ended up leaning completely on him. heehee~ the whole time i kept looking at his hand because it was sooo close to mine! i kept imagining myself taking his hand and him not pulling away. so i had to pull me hand completely away so i didn't do anything. but my heart was racing the entire time anyways. then we go back to class(no teacher though haha) and there's only a couple people besides us in class and B was playing with A's camera. Then he tried cleaning the lens with his shirt while she was holding it -.-' and i was like "oh yeah, take off your shirt to clean the camera lens..." (i was KIDDING of course!) and B said "oh, you really wanna see that, don't ya?" i swear my face got all red and and i hit her(lightly) i think he blushed too but i really didn't look at him too much after that haha. i mean, i've been swimming for school with him and he... whooo~ but still, i'm totally not like that!!!! (mostly) 

then as i was leaving, B said "Hey, A why don't you go with her?" I know she was "trying to help" but of course he said no... ah... then i kept hearing her say on my way out "just go with her!" 

 

also, A always says "I wish B was in this class" and i know they're like siblings... but he also (maybe?) likes another girl whom i've been really close with almost my whole life. ohhh dramaaaa :( just needed to vent cuz i've told this story to like 3 of my friends already and they're probably all like "oh wtf get over him" soooo now you guys/gals get it :)

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