Sometimes, even if u don't want to move on, u have to. Life gave u the happiness once and life again took it away from you and you have no choice but to accept it. It's meant to be that way. It's meant to be. It's fate. It's destiny. We were never meant to be together. Life let me borrow him to actually give me experience. To show me how it feels to get your heart pounding for a guy, how it feels to talk endlessly, and of course how it feels when that same person leaves. For those experiences, I thank life. I can see everything so clear now. The truth hurts but it is the truth. It is what happened, what's happening and what's gonna happen. There's no changing it..there's only switching it from being looked at from the negative, sad side to being looked at from the positive, happy side. And all that depends on you. For days, weeks and months, you long for what has left but then one day comes when it hits you. It's long gone. It came around once, and it moved on. That doesn't mean you should follow it like a little puppy when it won't even cringe. The truth is so clear. It's just the matter of time. You live once. Even though you still hasn't figured out why you're living or the purpose of life, it all depends on you whether it's happy or it's sad. It all just happened because it was meant to teach you a lesson. It was only a real life story with a real life moral. You are the one and only person who can control your feelings. You are the one and only person who can love others with your heart. You are the one and only person who can let go. You are the one and only person who can just take a break and stop and just look. You are the one and only person who can forget. You are the one and only person who can just let go, be free, not care and start again ONLY when you feel like it. You are the one and only person who can make yourself happy. You are the one and only person who can look at the situation, figure things out and just stop for a while. You are the one and only person who can control your feelings. You are the one and only person who can make yourself happy. You are the one and only person who can make a change. For yourself. In your life. Make it worth it.