Should I geek out or start crying? LOL

Okay, so here's what's going down....

I've liked Ryan for a long time (He's the bboy with the Love to Hate Me; Hate to Love Me shirt in my I Love Bboys blog). We started talking more, and he likes me, too! It's so wonderfullll (: We hung out on Friday, and we kissed (:

Buuuuuut Sina (my ring dance date) likes me, too. It's hard because he's so sweet and he lives closer than Ryan. PLUS he can drive so it'd be easier for us to hang out. It was so nice being with him during ring dance, and I felt tingles!

Wuah. My friends are making me choose because now I feel something for both of them and I feel like a complete (minus the ) because I like them both. They act so similar and I can't decide just by flipping a coin because I tried that. That worked for a good twelve hours when I chose Sina, but today Ryan started texting me and we've been talking all day now and he wants to hang out. I want to hang out with him, too, but I'm going to see a movie with Sina on a double date with Eunice and her boyfriend Steven tomorrow! I hate that I have to chose between two amazing guys. Wuah ):

LOL I sound lik a whining right now and usually my blogs like this are more deep and insightful, but I'm REALLY hyper right now, so wait a couple of hours. I'll repost a deep blog about it.