Who else wonders if kpop idols know half the phrases they use in their songs that are in Engrish?

"Don't take it in the ---" "I don't know, I don't but I'm hard. You know what, you know what I mean." "Because I naughty naughty." "I wanna make a love."

Anyways... You. Guys. I. Feel.... SOOOOOO much better. Like the life in me has been restored & just.. gah. Work was good last night/today whatever. I slept from 8-3 today & I can eat FOOOD. Like not just food, home cooked, non grease healthy stuff & not much cause I'm still dying.

NO! I mean, that greasy fast food makes you stomach churn if you actually saw how it was made . Lol. I actually haven't had a burger but I had chips & bean dip & my life was made. Omgshhh! Just... perfect. I been eating so much eggs & veggies the past 2 days though & I'm still eaying tons of fish but STILL.

I want a burger, but the me that knows I need to get to 105 by May says no. But the me that's currently 123 lbs says DOOOOO IIIIIITTTTT!

Anyways, what makes me that happiest is.... I CAN UPDATE WHEN I FIND THE TIME! Which means I can write the Christmas special & the new story by the end of this year. :3 I dunno if that makes YOU happy, but that makes ME happy.

If I don't write my emotions get piled up, cause reading helps but writing & dancing just let it all out. But it has to be the combination. Cause dancing is my physcial stress relief & writing is my emotional stress relief. Ya feel me? Kekekke.

I dunno, I'm on such a good mood & I'm excited cause I have so many idea in mind & I can write them now & share them with you guys! Soooo much JongKey , angst & fluff.

& DRAMA LIKE OMG! THE 2MIN DRAMA! >…< It's my favorite actually & we still have to do the OnTae one shot story ;D

my angel leader<3 we'll find him someone to date in my main story too. Who do you think I have in mind? You'll have to find out. :3 Will it be a girl or boy? Or both? XD

Let's look forward to more frequent updates soon, yes? Ellie hwaiting? Kekkeke. <3 ^^