I hate how i'm feeling,
I hate all these self loathing,
i know it's revolting.
but what can i do?
i hate that i'm weak,
i don't know what i seek,
i just want some answer, just one answer should do.
why can't i face my fears.
why do i wake up my face soak with tears?
is it because i'm just lonely and wish that someone can hear?

to hear my misery, to here my cries,
to hear my gut wrenching sob, the truth i no longer deny.
for someone to hear my plea,
for some miracle to release me.
all i ask...just save me..please set me free.