Okay.

So...

I'm not going to make my fonts fancy and whatnot...

why? Because I'm not in the mood to...

Why, again? 

Because my grandma's dying. :'(

She has been with me my whole life.. literally. Ever since I was born. T_T

Anyways, she has alzheimer's...and...she's on her last stage. She's had this for many years now, but it has gotten worse during the past 3 years.

She's VERY VERY VERY WEAK. T_T Been to the hospital A LOT of times. 

My mom said she's very ill, she can barely breathe a lot...and her heart's weak. 

Anyways, my mom walked in my room today and I was all happy- about to tell her what I did in school;

"Grandma's dying." My heart felt like it stopped. So..this might be my last time to see her.

I'm going to just ditch my studies today and go to her nursing home. 

:( guys......ugh. D; I can't think of anything else but her. 

I'm kind of scared, too... ;(