I shOuld keep strOng... right?

Sorry... I'm keep bugging yOu all...

it just, I cannot hOld this feeling alOne...

I'm MISS LONELY... well, that's right....

be alOne by myself can make me cries easily...

actually, a few minutes agO, I feel depressed..

heck! SJ-M is HERE!!!! and I can't gO to the cOncert... 

that was a few mOment agO... UNTIL...

 

ya' know, I live separated  frOm my family...

today, my sis texted me....

-Unnie... dad... be admitted to hOspital-

I called her and she just crying....

So I called my brother... he said...

-it's okay, nOthing bad happens... dOn't wOrry... I will update yOu Okay?-

well, his vOice doesn't seem ok tO me... he tried to suppress his tears...

I texted my Oldest bro asking abOut my dad, he was hOnest... too straighforward...

-critical... doctor had to put tube in dad's mouth... -

and when I asked about my mom, no one reply me...

 

I try my best tO be happy... but hOw can I be happy if things gOes like this? 

geez... I shouldn't cOmplaining abOut life right?  keep strOng?

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dreamymoon #1
akakk..
mak akak da okei er ?
nges adq bce blog akak..
stay strong eh kak ??
tiyan_mute #2
just pray for them dear.... I hope they will get better and healthy soon.... and you have to be strong too... :) okay.. :)
ichathoriqlover #3
I'm sorry to hear about your dad and I hope he will be better cuz not long ago my dad was in the same situation as your dad and was in ICU for 10days but he didn't make it, so just pray a lot to help your dad okay? Don't worry bout anything else...suju m will always be there when the time is right for u to meet them, okay?
Poko24Makashi
#4
D:

We were just talking about your father not too long ago, and he is a very sweet man! Please be strong! I really hope he will get better, and you love him too. Just trust him and pray he will be okay :( I will pray for him as well ^^ I know someone like this too so I hope your father will be okay! :) Fighting!!!
Chahaiya #5
which hospital he admit?
sorry for ur dad..hope he will be okay
zeasbabybana #6
Unnie,your parents live in Kedah?You can't go to the hospital where your father in?Anyway,SJ-M,EXO-M and BtoB are going to held concert tonight,but I can't go since I'm in Johor~ =3
KyuteMinnie
#7
What I do when I feel sad is that I hear a lot of sad song and then hear rokkugo because it always make me laugh... Now that you can come to that concert maybe you could just have a SUJU-M maraton:)... sad to hear about your dad but I don't know what to say since I never tried to be in that kinda situation :/ Ofcaourse I could always say that I'm feeling with you but I don't do that because if you say thanks to me I know, I don't have a think to answer soooo we can just cross fingers :)
Almighty_devil
#8
Omg,please stay strong...but sometimes you can be weak too, you can just cries,you know...don't just keep the tears,let it out.Maybe it will helps you feel better.Let's pray for you dad okay? :(( *hugs*
I'm depressed too because I can't go to SJ-M's concert.*sigh* but still...life's really mean sometimes.But after every storm there will be a rainbow.Let's hope everything gonna be okay.(: *hugs*
neverland85 #9
Please stay strong! Pray hard n keep calm.. dun think negative thoughts.. we will all pray for u and ur family..
annchor08
#10
Just stay strong okay..everything will be fine eventually..your father is strong and just pray for his recovery and safety..
kyuririn #11
You should stay strong dear, luv u
chaotic_tranquility
#12
Stay strong. SJ will support you ^^
Makerssupahchik
#13
Stay strong sweetie okay? :( I am sure you love your father very much and he loves you! He is strong and he will be okay! Just pray for him :) It is okay to feel sad! And if you ever need someone to talk to then feel free to talk to me. Love you! Stay strong <3
ariesta87
#14
its ok if you feel sad, because thats your father there...
But you should stay strong too
everything must gonna be ok...