I shOuld keep strOng... right?
Sorry... I'm keep bugging yOu all...
it just, I cannot hOld this feeling alOne...
I'm MISS LONELY... well, that's right....
be alOne by myself can make me cries easily...
actually, a few minutes agO, I feel depressed..
heck! SJ-M is HERE!!!! and I can't gO to the cOncert...
that was a few mOment agO... UNTIL...
ya' know, I live separated frOm my family...
today, my sis texted me....
-Unnie... dad... be admitted to hOspital-
I called her and she just crying....
So I called my brother... he said...
-it's okay, nOthing bad happens... dOn't wOrry... I will update yOu Okay?-
well, his vOice doesn't seem ok tO me... he tried to suppress his tears...
I texted my Oldest bro asking abOut my dad, he was hOnest... too straighforward...
-critical... doctor had to put tube in dad's mouth... -
and when I asked about my mom, no one reply me...
I try my best tO be happy... but hOw can I be happy if things gOes like this?
geez... I shouldn't cOmplaining abOut life right? keep strOng?
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