My love life is a piece of .
(If it haven't been already like that all my life...)

Let's start with my ex. He keeps on telling me he wants me back while he has her girlfriend. Come on, am I a second choice or what? Okay, I have to accept that I was wanting this, to hear that he wants me back, but he is not available, he is taken, so thanks no.

Here is my best friend who was not speaking to me for 2 months (still I can call him my best friend...). He just confessed to me. It doesn't matter him that I already rejected him 4 times, he still keeps on flirting me in a really cute way. We haven't spoken for 2 months and today he left a candle in front of my door with a little gift to apologize and to ask me out on a date. Sure, he is cute and I might sound mainstream, but I care about our friendship, I don't want to ruin it with a love relationship.

I like a boy. He is kind and handsome, but he is too friendly with partying if you know what I mean. I think I would be always afraid if he went to parties without me. Who knows, really. Some days ago we argued and he waited for me with a red rose saying sorry. He shows his "machoish" self to others but when we are all alone he is even more lovey-dovey than me. Sometimes he gives a peck on my lips, he says he is in love with me, he treats me well, but I don't feel anything special. Not a single flame...

And here is someone who is taken and still tries to flirt me and pick me up. No way, no-ing-way.

If I could I would ignore all of them, but I can't just do that. They expect me to do something. But what, seriously?