Defining the unfathomable

I just realized something. I AM NO GOOD at writing fanfics. Okay. *hides in a corner* I should stay at writing essays and making things like those. However I will still write fanfics even though I'm so bad at doing them. #bricked.

 

Anyways. Hello. I'm unfathomable. I cannot be described because I am.. most of the time. emotionless. Maybe not emotionless. I just like having that pokerface on all the time because I love fooling people and making them feel so gullible at the end of the day. That is how I get my satisfaction. #getsbrickedagain. Anywhoooo. I'm writing blogs here because here nobody knows me in real life. I mean like seriously. but that's a good thing! Because no matter how mad and bad I could get because of rl problems, I will be pouring them alllll here. *smiles like an idiot* Why? Because my Twitter acc and FB acc aren't safe. :| And I'm not that stupid to rant about them on such accounts. I don't want to cause a lottt of troubles you see. I want to lessen my sins and become better. I think.

If there's one thing that you should know about me. And I'm not from Russia. Of course not. I lied, because I have to hide my identity and shall become a complete anonymous-person commenting ang blogging using an account. Adfghajflkshk. You didn't get that, did you? I'm currently being weird. Understand me. I live somewhere in Asia. A small country, it seems, but yet full of problems and disasters. I live in a small country that can never fulfill my satisfactory needs like people as handsome as my oppas. Okay. I'm so mean to my own country. Anyhow, I still love it. No matter how much I say I don't. Nuff said.

 

However, I'm not 100% unfathomable. I can be described too, yanno. I'm actually a good person sometimes. I'm only good when I'm having a good mood. Well, duh. I'm.. very mean too. lol. I love criticizing people and getting criticized by people (only when I ask them to). <3 Because that way, I could enjoy life better. I'm a bit paranoid. So I don't like seeing people rant at my timeline most of the time. Because they cause super bad vibes and ruin my day. So I usually hide in other accounts. Hohoho. I'm a , tbh. Is that a proper term? No. Not at all. But it's that one thing that I think defines me well. Though most people around me are against it... you know. I calling myself an . They say I'm too kind for that term. But lol no. Hell no. no. Adfghjasfklaalkjfl no.  -3- I'm a for being such an outspoken blunt person. I agree. But at other things, I'm an angel. At least I think I am one. Hahahaha! I am ultra mean.. especially to this certain person who calls me a friend. I a lot. Because she's vulnerable and very very very gullible. I love hiding her things she left scattered everywhere and return it to her a few hours later. No. That does NOT mean I steal. It's her fault for being so.. messy. Enough for that. I am very gooooood at hypocrisy and I'm so proud of that. Is that good lol. I think not.

 

Now you know.. partly. who I really am. I am a person who has too much to say but doesn't speak instead, I type. That's how my life works. ish it may seem, but it makes my life much easier. With less problems. Why? You see. At this age, my life is already a horrifying rollercoaster. With lots and lots of ups and downs and loops. Things I both love and hate to have. It all ends here.  

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