Hm...everytime I heard the word 'bestfriend', it reminds me of this girl...her name is Nini..
but..it's like we having a forbidden love lol XD because we couldn't use the term 'bestfriend' to ourselves because we already have our own bestfriends..
My bestfriend is Lila, but I think I'm the only one who is there for her, and it is not the other way around..She hurts me so many times but because she has no other friends, I had to stay with her..So did Nini, she has her own bestfriend, Fana, and they seems to be happy together, but I know, she wants ME to be her bestfriend more than Fana..She just couldn't leave Fana like how I couldn't leave Lila..
Apart of that, this Nini is ALWAYS there for me, every problems, every happiness, I feel so comfortable telling EVERYTHING to her, my inside, my out, the good things, the disgusting things, more than i can tell Lila..It was then i realized that this Nini is my true friend, eventhough I stick all the time with Lila...
I know you might have problems with friends, but I hope you will find someone that take care of you like this angel Nini did to me, and just so you know, you can always tell your problem to me. I'm listening ^^
I'am not sure if i have a true best friends now since my current bestfriend look distance with me.. she have another bestfriend i think. I have alot of friends and i dnt think i could call them as my bestfriend although they kind of close with me. They have their own bestfriends already.. but i have KPOP fans as my bestfriends now :) Well, dnt be sad okay? :) we'll always support you!
Don't be sad :(
You'll find your bestfriend out there :)
hmm my ex-bestfriend used too cheated and talk bad about me(of course they talk when I'm not there), and always betray me...
But later, I found my true bestfriend...
omidvaram ke zudtar sare haaL shii <3 [sare haaL SHIM !]
motmaennan toam kasaayi ro dari ke duset darann~ :) vaghean shayad faghat nemibinishun.. ! man ke khodam ye vaghtayi injuri mishamm :) va in kheiLi bade.. kheiLi az chizaye khub ro nemibinimm xx
na inke friend nadashte basham, vali ehsas mikonam yejurayi ke kam dide mishamm, kam dus dashte misham.. nemidunam, harfaye manam maskhare be nazar mian, tosife in ehsasam sakhte, vali dele dige, karesh ine ke "begire".. hatta ye vaghtayi mese alane man shayad hatta alaki !!
best friend e man kasie ke mano ba hameye imperfections'aam dus dare o ghabuL dare..
ba hameye akhlagh haye badam, va za'f haye shakhsiatim baz ham mano mikhad..
tu har sharayeti hatta vaghtayi ke khodesh ham moshkeL dare, ya serfan hoseLe nadare, baz ham paziraaye mane, va ghashang be harfaam goosh mide.. hatta age 3 saat harfe TEKRARI bezanam barash, ghor bezanamm, az chizayi geLe konam ke 1000 baar ghabLan kardeamm..
hatta age bedune kari az dastesh barnemiad baz ham behem goosh mide.. chon ye vaghtayi adama faghat be in ehtiaj daran ke shenide beshan, hatta age nashe kari barashun kard..
harghadr ke moshkeLam o khaaste'haam bachegoone bashe baz ham behem hagh mide o mano mibine..
naa'omidam nemikone o behem omid mide, na omide vaahi, manzuram ine ke tavaanaahyi'haam ro behem yaadaavari mikonee, adam niaz dare ke tashvigh beshe, dus dare..
ye moghe chizayi ro tu man mibine ke man hatta khodam nemidunestam hamchin tavaanaayi hayi daramm.. !
az inke khodeto joLosh khaaLi koni khejaLat nemikeshii..
az inke begi kam avordeE, za'iifi..
midunam kheiLi cLiché momkene be nazar biad, vaLi reaL friend e man injuriee..
:)
Sweetie, you have at least one real friend out there. And I'll be your friend! (kind of already am but u know what I mean.) just talk to me :) I know how you feel because I have felt that way before, trust me, so if u want to vent I'm here for that too. It'll be okay chikadee, promise
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